d life of a fourteen yr old

5dec20o6 ^^

2006-12-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

whew. been ages since i last posted. hahas...well, net connection's soo rare ova here n i just got the time to visit d net cafe n go OL again..haha
well...my holidays r actually kinda boring here without my brothers [kiko, i need you guys soo much!!] cuz everydays i'm like, stuck in the house with extremely nothing to do except watch tv, eat, sleep, play with jack n sometimes cook [yes. i cook! can u believe it??] n so far, i've only cooked pancakes, a steamed cake n a whole lot of jellies. not bad for an amateur in the kitchen, huh? haha..

don't ask bout my holiday homeworks..i've done the movie review n one book review. imma do the 2nd book review n if possible, the 3rd one too tonight. d magazine review will hafta wait til i can get my hands on an english magazine with articles. as for maths, i'm lyk, so doomed cuz i din bring back my maths TYS [again!] save me from mr jojo's [or whoever's d maths teacher's] wrath..-_-"

n.....sydney, here i come..!!!!^^

this sunday i'm flying [with aeroplane wings, duh] to australia with ma mom n dad, all to visit kiko n ciika, as well as to see how sydney has grown after several years without us, lol. well, hope the days dere are enjoyable [cuz i heard it's summer dere, n kiko sed tht summer days are uber hot, n hot days usually make me moody], but a visit to the beach will cure it =)

n perhaps, i'm a person who needs to be taught how to love. i noe i havent been a good person for someone, n dere's no other way to get myself out of this confusing situation than to choose the tough way. i just wanna say to that someone that i'm sorry for all my wrongs in the relationship, n if that someone thinks that i'm just fooling around, he definitely needs to think again, coz i never treat the relationship like a piece of crap.n i chose to end it coz i cant lie to myself tht i'm just not ready to be in a relationship, n tht i can treat him not more than just a friend. all i can say is tht i'm sorry, n thanks for all you have done during those times when we were together. i really hope that we can still be friends like the days before..

ok then, maybe thats all for now...toodles!

2006-10-23T14:50:00.000+08:00

today was kinda boring

that's all :((

p.s : sorry ppl. lost the mood to blog....-_-"

indonite. end of years over!!

2006-10-16T00:43:00.000+08:00

whee..havent been blogging lately. hahas..well here's a new post, aft weeks n weeks without blogging. heehee...

soo..the end-of-years are over n dealt with, finally!! i dun think i did well tho. my maths is a sure disaster, i failed my combined sciences n i cant put much hope on art either. cuz i'm pretty sure imma fail it [i din pass up my layouts n colour scheme! -_-] so.....i guess thats it bout my EOYs then..i'm lyk, soo dead now.

ytd went to IndoNite =D it's sth like a prom for Indonesians, but somehow a Thai n Vietnamese managed to get in. lol..well i had a task of selling roses to ppl. debby n nita was sweet to have helped me with my business. heeehee..thanks gurls =)

aft some time i got bored with it [there were 100 roses to sell. imagine!!]
n hung around with c sher n her friends. saw a few on-stage games n a horrendously disgusting performance by this Steven Lim. it was too yucky tht i somehow dun wish to describe the performance here -_-"

well aft tht there was a beatbox performance n a breakdance by c sher's friend, yoshi, n his crew. it was uber cool =))
then......the dance floor was opened. and i realised i'm hooked up on it tht i cant bear to leave when the clock strikes 12. i dun even realise what the hell i'm doing over dere moving around like someone who's so not me.

i also danced with thomas. n d fact that i danced with him still clung on to my mind. i dunno, maybe it's cuz tht was d 1st time i actually danced with a guy? well it was fun tho. perhaps tht's wad makes clubbing seems so fun. hahas

c sher got drunk. n she was spouting nonsense ytd. hahas..din sleep till around 5 in d mornin. lol

next week : c sher n findy's b'dae party @ Hard Rock Cafe. cant wait :)) hope dere's a dance floor. hehe..

well now everyone in my room's feelin kinda blue... n somehow my mood to blog just diminished. oh well....thts all 4 todae i guess

p.s : i'm sorry.....i just realised it's not you....

mass stealing in 3A

2006-09-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

today was definitely a bad day 4 d 3A peeps. some freaknuts broke into their class n stole some ppl's valuables. things like wallets, moolah, HP, iPods etc etc was found missing aft their humanities period.

n i realise tht from d foreigners who got their things stolen, most of them r d Indonesians. i dun understand. is dere someone who's lyk, not happy with them or anything? i find it too weird tht only the foreigners had their things stolen. there must be something fishy. hmm..

this reminds me of the time when i lost my 50 bucks, right on the very first day of school this yr. if it was already so tough on me, i suppose ppl like them, who lost things which r much much more valuable than my 50 bucks, would definitely have it so much tougher.

but really, wads wrong with these freaknuts who go around stealing other ppl's things?? cant they do sth more decent to get moolahs on their hands other than stealing?? i thought i was d most desperate for money. turns out i was wrong.

well thts all 4 today i guess

macpherson sec is no longer safe =x

2006-09-23T19:26:00.000+08:00

today's uber boring

mommy refused to raise my allowance 4 this month n d next.

so sad...:((

i did frenchies on my nails. by myself =D

should b doin research on my art EOY. so tata 4 nw!

2006-09-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

i had a tiff with Sharan ytd.
he spread d rumours tht one of my good friends is crushin on me, n now everywhere i go ppl start teasin me
n durin recess when i was kinda pissed at him n told him to get away from me, he shouted..

"what la. i taking chair onli ryte! u think wad, ur grandfather's chair arhx? C*** B**!"

well i duno hw to spell tht CB word but i guess u noe wad i'm talkin about. how can ppl not be pissed when he/she is told off lidat? so i shouted back at him n then we stayed away frm each otha. n the other thing's tht he tells everyone tht he sorta hurt my feelings by shouting at me n making me cry. y'noe, sth like "eh, sia lah..i made nicke cry leh..how??" so that ppl will sympathise with him n thinks tht it's my fault. well, BOO HOO for you, BAMBOO MAN.

bsides i was cryin bcoz i was fuming up lyk hell inside n i don't usually shout to ppl. not bcoz he hurt my feelings, dammit.

so when i was doin my art collage ytd he kept on calling n sms-ing to apologise. ah, now then he realise. but i din pick it up or reply his sms cuz i was still kinda pissed.

n today we din talk to each otha even one bit. serve you right, asshole

hopefully when i'm able to cool down i'll talk to him agn. but he better make sure he doesnt do that nemore.

n jux now went to Bugis with Jie, Jiayin n Wei Ling. i had my eyebrows trimmed n Jiayin n Wei Ling did their nails. how adorable :))

imma go do my nails aft d exams =D

ciaos!

2006-09-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

alright, finally, a really2 short update..! nothing much to write lately..lol
exams r around d corner..getting real scared but i always dun seem to have d mood to just open up my books n read..sigh..i really hafta start soon..wun want my EOY results to turn out yet another fiasco..

i'm goin real broke, but i desperately need some serious TLC rite now..

and....i miss kimchi land soo bad..=D i wanna go back dere...8 days sure wasn't enough for me :)

mb thts all 4 2dae. ciaos! ^__^

p.s: EOY freakin me out. arrghh....!!!

back from korea, back 2 school!

2006-09-15T00:37:00.000+08:00

aww. holidays are over n it's back to heavy schoolbags, boring tuitions, naggy teachers..blah di dah..the woes of a stressed out student in macpherson sec [note : MAD-person sec]. hahas..

the trip to Korea was certainly unforgettable. many many new ppl 2 meet, lots of exciting places 2 visit n snapping away with my new camera was certainly fun [in the end i chose 2 buy a Sony T-10. it's PINK...!! =D ] we took so many pics n videos..

went 2 places lyk the Mystery Road, where we went uphill on a bus with the engine off, Songsan Sunrise Peak, Seongup Folk Village, shopping @ DongDaemun n Chuncheon Myongdong, had a dip in the hot spring which i'll never ever forget [everyone had to strip themselves bare from top to toe or they wun let you into the hot spring] they won't even spare first-timers. horny guys who r reading this, don't start asking me for photographs coz i most certainly don't have any!!

we also went to filming locations of Daejanggum [Da Chang Jin] and roamed the Daejanggum Theme Park which was built specially for the filming of the series. then a visit to Everland, Korea's biggest amusement park. lots of fun rides to try, but i only rode on three.. :( well, betta than nothing ryte?? hehe..

tried korean food which kinda makes me miss the fast food we often have here lyk McD n KFC. ova dere we have steamboat for almost every meal until i got sick of it. but we had d chance to try the Flower Bibimbap, basically means flower rice. not bad, except the fact tht it's spicy. lol. nevertheless, an unique experience..

n we learnt about some traditional Korean culture n beliefs, such as when you eat in Korea, you should not lift up your rice bowl and eat because only beggars are supposed to do that. interesting huh? haha..most of us did become beggars for 1 or 2 days until our tour guide told us about it.

should really stop now. it's getting late. gotta get some shut-eye. shall elaborate next time. oyasumi-nasai..! ^^

last post b4 sept holis

2006-09-02T20:27:00.000+08:00

today stayed at home also...nothing to do..sigh. i finished my holiday homeworks! hahaha..can finally enjoy my holiday in peace. lol

today might be the very2 last post imma put up b4 i leave coz by the time i can go OL again, it'll b after d sept holidays. n i cant possibly go OL when i m overseas. but no worries! i'll update bout my days in Korea when i got back..hehe..

oh. happy holidays everyone!! hope you have a gr8 time n cyer when school reopens. hahaha...

n today that freakin guardian of mine flared at me n my roommates again, this time because we brought sweet stuff up into our room . wads her problem?? it's our room for gawd's sake, not hers. i'm sure she has better things to do rather than to butt in to our business. cant she just don't make our lives a living hell for just one fine day?? grrr...

dun want to mention it oready. such a spoiler. huh. hate her to shreds.=x

n tomorrow's Floren's b'dae..haha. poor her. hafta spend her birthday this yr trekking the long n tedious hills of Kinabalu. lol =D

thts it 4 today. haha..cyer next time~! ^^

oh-so-boring

2006-09-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

today did nth much. Teachers' Day holiday. so i jux stay holed up at home n did nothing except playing computer [wad else to do in this oh-so-boring hostel of mine?]. lols

Mommy called me jux now. she sed tht my flight to Korea has been changed to Monday nite instead of Tuesday. means i have one day less to sort out all my stuff, including my homeworks. ahhh. she'll be comin on Sunday =)

n oso she's gonna buy me a new digicam..=D but i'm still thinking whether i should buy Sony T-30 or others...anyone give me some suggestions please..??

to Koko ; i noe it's tough on ya, but cheer up! i believe one day those ppl will get their own painful lesson on their asses which they'll never forget. those pathetic losers. go get a life.
dun forget you still have your lil' sis here supporting ya. go 4 it, bro! ^^

it's so boring today..sigh..nothing but a shopping spree can cure me now. hehee..

n now i feel that everyone's drifting away n away from me..sigh..or is it just me? i dunno..

guess thts all imma say 4 now. tata~!

p.s : we're drifting apart too. and i don't think you care. oh well, never mind..

2006-08-31T21:35:00.000+08:00

had d Teachers' Day Funfair in school 2dae..it was quite fun..dere's lots of yummy food 2 buy :)

3D sold cup corns, hot dogs, malt candies n Coke/Sprite float. in d end raised abt $200+. yay! everyone did a gd job..=D

then went 2 d hall 4 d concert. this year is quite boring actually, duno y. a few students sang, n to tell d truth it wasnt vr gd. then we had dance performance too. n dere's this gurl frm 4C who did some acrobatic stunts with hoops. never seen such an elastic person in my life. lol.

aft d concert ended @ abt 12 we were dismissed.

oh yah. i cut my fringe ytd. it was a total fiasco. hix...din expect it 2 turn out this way..=( even tho some ppl say it's nice, but i still think it sucks. now i think i look quite idiotic, but who noes?? mb this can be the next hair trend..hahaha..=P

well newaes gona fix it sooner or l8er. so dun hafta worry bout it

thts all imma write 2dae. ciaos!

countdown...5 more days! yay! ^^

holidays are coming~! ^^

2006-08-30T14:42:00.000+08:00

6 more days til my trip 2 Korea..n 7 more days til my 15th birthday. omg. could hardly contain my excitement..=D

well..2dae was d 2nd last day of Term 3 [well, shud say d last day cuz we'll only hav Teachers' Day events 2morrow] n i shud reali2 thank the ppl up there tht dere's less holiday assignments 4 us to do this holiday period..dere's onli Chinese n Literature 4 me 2 finish. hmm..guess i cn do it all b4 flyin off n enjoying my vacation @ Seoul n Jeju Island..heehee..

but sad 2 say i din do very well 4 this term..my progress report is utterly disappointing. not even a single A grade!! omg. my results r starting to freak me out. i have to buck up.. especially on my Maths, which is way too disastrous to be true :((

o well..i believe i can do it. you go, girl!! [this is wad happens when i'm stressed. lol]

no lessons 2morrow [yay!] cuz we'll b having a funfair in school... 3D's slogan 4 our banner is "3D-Licious" haha..i love it :)) cheers to Daphne 4 thinking it up..=) n we're selling food [pastries, i think?] so ppl..!! do come visit our stall kae? hehee..=P

thts all 4 todae. annyeonghi kyeseyo! ^^

26 august 06. Love Wrecked was cool!

2006-08-27T14:17:00.000+08:00

the dance class ytd was fun..but a tad tiring. my stomach muscles do feel much leaner now tho. hehehe..

in d end din watch Ghost Game ytd cuz dere were no appropriate time slots. oh well..watched Love Wrecked instead. it was a nice movie..=) watch it yah..

do i really look funny eating ice cream?? ..coz someone kept on laughing when i was eating my Dublin Mudslide @ Ben & Jerry's ytd..duno y

aft watchin d movie, went home n reached @ abt 10.30. slept like a pig until 12.30pm 2dae..hahaha. i slept d earliest but was d last one to wake up. hehe

looks like my roomm8s had an 'illegal meeting' when i was asleep. gonna interrogate them l8er. lol

as usual my guardian was being such a wet blanket by making so much noise when we're all still asleep. 2dae's supposed 2 b her birthday. hope she can jux shut up 4 one day when she sees her b'dae cake l8er. it was bought by c sher n c sindra

nothing much 2 relate. so gonna end here 4 2dae. tata..!!

happy b'dae brothers!!

2006-08-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

i should start 2dae's post by sayin...

happy birthday koko n kiki..!!

my dearest two brothers have finally turned eighteen..smiles ahead 4 dem :))
miss ya guys down dere..see ya on December..! ^^

well..nth much happened these days. everyone's still pining 4 Jennifer [we miss you, Jen! come back!] n it's so empty without her around..sigh..

well, good news 2 share is tht my trip 2 Korea is finally confirmed =D cant wait 2 b dere..!

nt goin 2 school on Monday cuz have to settle d visa n immigration stuff.

2morrow goin 2 dance class again in d morning..this time Debby will b tagging along :) so dun have 2 feel so lonely nemore. lol
this time we're doin belly dancing. hehehe..=p

n then at nite goin 2 watch Ghost Game..hope it wun get too gory. hahaha..

thts all 4 nw. adios!

anyeong ha seyo....gam sa ha mi da ! [some basic Korean language i've picked up. hehehe..]

jenni! u betta come back soon enough..

2006-08-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

today is the day Jen leaves 4 America. aww..*sob sob*

aft school 2dae took a cab straight to Changi airport with jiayin, jerrold n edmond. aft we reached dere, met jenni n her family. then went 2 Burger King 2 eat. shortly aftwards, samantha, panich n devinder joined us, followed by ms huang, farzana, sangeetha, hai shi, joey ong, imelda, jacinthia, alwyn, catherine, kaiwit, thanawan, amanda, akina, devi n stefanny [clearly shows how much loved jenni is!]. n somehow when we were jux sittin down n chatting aft d meal, jenni's brother came n sed they have to check in. i mean, it's like so damn fast!

so we took several pics n stuff. n followed them all d way to d arrival hall. we were all standing dere behind d glass waving to her lyk mad. jerrold even waved 2 some guy wearing an orange Hawaiian tee -_-" lol..b4 jenni went in, she hugged several peeps, including me..n somehow d oready emotional me felt even more emotional n...OKAY, FINE, i admit i cried..

it seemed tht i was d onli one crying dere. oh well, feel kinda stupid now. but really cant help it..

well...she must still b on her plane now, enjoying her 16-hour-long flight. lols. hope she's happy dere n she better come back n visit us some day..

aft tht went 2 Bugis with jiayin. jux walk around dere, bought several stuff. but was kinda tiring actually. then went home at arnd 5.30

ciaos!

2006-08-19T14:39:00.000+08:00

2 more days till Jennifer's departure to USA..sigh..time rolled by really2 fast..gonna miss her soo much =( hope she likes d gift tht i gave her..hehee.

woke up @ 12pm 2dae..-_-" ..goin out soon with Jennifer, Jerrold n some others for a last day out with Jen..so sad.

thts all. may update again later on. ciaos

feelin quite blue 2dae.. :((

2006-08-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

oo..today is Indonesia's national day. supposed 2 go 2 d Indonesian embassy but din go aft all cuz lots of my friends decided nt 2 go. sigh..dunno whetha can go again nxt yr anot

2dae felt really2 sleepy in class..especially during mr jojo's lesson. i was already dozing off when he was lecturing all his blabbers. turns out i'm nt alone. in fact, everyone seemed 2 b sleepy 2dae..lol

n just now in class,bloody sharan raj n zul haikal scared me with a cockroach tht cheng san put inside a small container...=X ahhh....!! i hateee cockroaches..!! n FYI, it was alive n kicking =X eww.

toodles 4 now!

2006-08-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

what's this feeling of guilt inside me?

how come now i feel that i am d one who's wrong?

sigh...if only there is a way out of this torture..my mind's in a mess now..

ytd nite watched 'Windstruck' wit c sher,cia ling n yen2. oh boy, d 4 of us cried lyk mad. hahaha..

for those ppl who asked bout my swollen eyes 2dae, basically yeah, thts wad happened. lol

tata 4 now..

2006-08-14T16:27:00.000+08:00

on sat me n c diana went 2 SoMA [School of Music & Arts] to enquire bout d vocal classes tht we were thinking to join. n a guy called Ernest showed us around. well, he brought us 2 this fascinating recording room which is lyk, d room they use to record songs for albums. i was lyk, whoa...d whole place is so cool..!! imagine standing dere n recording your own song..

well anyways, he told us tht there's gonna b an optional session b4 d vocal session which aims to make us understand d basic fundamentals of music n helps in creating our own style of singing. me n c diana were nodding our heads off until when Ernest told us about d price. $300 for 7 weeks of 2-hour classes. we told Ernest tht we'll b considerin. but when i called my mom n asked whetha i should take d class, she sed no =( cuz she was afraid tht dere will b no time since d holidays r cumin n exams r also cumin..*sigh* oh well...perhaps next time then

oh ya. mum told me tht during d sept holis we may b goin 2 Korea~! whee..! it's nt yet confirmed tho, but i hope we realy go dere..

then on sunday went out with my roomm8s 2 orchard. went dere basically jux 2 take neoprints n eat. hahas..anyways, we tried out this new machine @ Cineleisure, CRASH, which hav some really cool special effects. you guys should try it out.. i lyk it =)
aft taking d prints, went 2 Heeren 2 eat @ The Vila'ge. n aft eating went home..skipped chinese tuition agn. hahas^-^

today had d chinese 3-minute speech in front of the class. guess wad i talked about?? my dear Golden Nenek, Florensia Irena Tantiono Ting [psyched!] hahaha..got 14/20. not too bad, ehh? hehe..

thts all 4 today..ciaos!

2006-08-08T12:56:00.000+08:00

meet SUSHI. 2A 2005's class kitty...=D

found her @ ECP durin 2A class BBQ..lol..she's onli a few weeks old, has blue eyes, n is so damn adorable.. :)

sowie 4 havent bn updating these few days. lol. lemme jux briefly skim through wad had happened during d past few days..

aft school on Monday, me, jiayin, samantha, devinder, jerrold n jennifer met up with weiling 2 c how Sushi's doin..den we went 2 'Sam's Pet & Aquarium' 2 adopt d other black stray kitty which was also found @ECP [nt by us, tho] n was brought 2 d shop as well..on the bus we met alwyn n catherine n l8er on,they decided 2 tag along with us 2 d pet shop

aft we reached, we met Sakae [d black kitty]. she was still quite panicky n was vr hyper [or defensive?] when we played with it. then me, jiayin n samantha got d chance 2 cuddle a 2-month old Shih Tzu puppy from Australia..it was soo damn cute n fluffy..!! thus i decided tht if i ever got d chance 2 buy another dog, it'll have to be a Shih Tzu puppy, no matter what =D

newaes in d end Catherine decided 2 adopt Sakae. thus we dun hafta worry bout its expenses n accomodation. hope Sakae's doin fine ova dere...

n on 9 august went 2 my hostel's national day event @ Singapore Sports School. man d school area is so posh n huge! it looks like an office building frm d front..hehe. then we had d games. i played in captain's ball but my team lost ^^" oh well..den d boys oso played water polo.n we oso had several telematch events.

i was thrown into d pool a freakin three times. all thanks to Floren d Golden Nenek..=/ n some others too of coz..

dun feel like writing nemore. lols [strange aint i? haha] cyer nxt time!

busy busy..

2006-08-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

today's friday! hehe..another week had rolled by n d weekends r finally here again..yay! but it's definitely not d time to laze around cuz these few days r getting real busy 2 me..

tomorrow Angklung's gonna perform @ Geylang Serai CC for a National Day Dinner..n newaes we jux had an invitation from Kids Central..lol ^^" this means tht ppl r gonna get interviewed once more..n mdm zainah oso sed tht we hafta play 4 dem. so i guess the Kids Central ppl r gona b watching us 2mr when we perform..mb thts y ms faridah stressed us on d correct way to carry our angklungs n etiquette during 2day's practice.

"now it's Kids Central inviting us. wad next?
Channel News Asia? u guys r even more famous than me!"
-ms.faridah's comments
=P

n this sunday is the long-awaited E2A 2005 BBQ/Gathering @ ECP..! hope it'll turn out gr8..hehee..too bad tht some ppl dun wanna go. well,it's their loss. cuz their money's oso being used, n they dun get 2 enjoy it. oh well :)

mrs chua....do bring ur daughter along =D

jux now during Literature lesson we had a free period..n mdm zainah actually allowed us 2 use d comps in d micro-teaching lab. she's so kind..=) n she told me tht she loves 3D..i was lyk, aww...so sweet..hehee..good thing we hav her as our Literature teacher n in my case, English teacher oso.

wish me luck 4 tomorrow n cyer! ^^

one question : do you hate me?

tuesday...physics n english common test

2006-08-01T16:35:00.000+08:00

today was quite exhausting..went 2 school earlier 2 study 4 physics common test on d 1st period..-_-" since i din study n slept l8 on d previous nite i was feelin real drowsy in d morning..so to everyone whom i talked to 2dae,sowie if my words dun seem 2 make much sense..hoho..the physics n english CT drove me nuts even more..lol

after penning down all my thoughts last nite on tht book, i felt so much relieved tht i cn finally say what i have been tryin 2 say . i do hope he understands the point i'm trying to make..it's up to him whetha he wants to listen to me anot, all i noe is tht i've written down my thoughts n wished him all d best..thts all..he may think i'm some kind of weirdo aft reading all tht stuff. but i don't care =)

Today's Common Test Overview
Physics CT : I'M GONNA FAIL. seriously. no compromising. i am definitely failin it :(
English CT : quite okay..even tho i think i ruined my summary a bit. no time to write. but it's ok.. :)
mb thts all 4 today. cheerios!
today so colourful yah? hehee =D

dance class @ Amore

2006-07-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

ok..today sumhow fixed my mood a lil' bit..:)

jux came back frm d dance class at Amore..it was reali2 fun! even tho it would've been so much better with Debby around..sigh..actually she's supposed 2 come along with me 2 d class but it was cancelled due to d sudden arrival of her parents..oh well.

well,i got there alone @ 1.15 [too early! hahas] n prepared 4 d class..which starts @ 2pm. there were quite a lot of ppl attending d class togetha wif me. there were even a couple of ladies who looked like 50+. i was lyk, whoa, how d hell r they gonna dance? turns out i underestimated them. they can really shake their booties, y'noe..haha..

then we warmed up..n d whole routine began. d instructor was lyk "in my class, everyone is sexy. so i want you all to just dance with feeling n no need 2 feel shy" n she oso informed us tht d whole dance steps will b a very sensual type of dance [at this point of time i was lyk, "oh gosh,i'm dead"]..she chose d song 'Let Me' by Rihanna 4 d dance.d movements were quite fast so we had to really catch up with her if we dun wana get left behind. but thankfully enough,d instructor's vr patient n easygoing..

to my surprise, d steps were quite easy 2 do, but the movements were mainly emphasized on the hips n we had to literally shake our butts in almost each step. overall, a really really fun n enjoyable exercise :) i'm even sweating for more.lol

aft d whole workout my cousin told me tht she has arrived in S'pore! d news were quite sudden so i was kinda excited. maybe meeting her 2morrow or sum other time....cant wait 2 c her! ^^

well i guess thts all imma write today..cyer!

2006-07-27T16:46:00.000+08:00

sowie 4 d very2 l8 update..havent had d mood 2 blog nowadays.heehee..

well anyways these days i'm feeling kinda down. ytd din go 2 school cuz aft d incident on tht nite, i jux dun feel lyk goin 2 schl n somehow i dun even wish to c my friends @ tht tym..sorry ppl, din mean anything by this..mb i jux need some time alone. well, turns out c sherly din go 2 school oso. then d 2 of us woke up quite l8 n then aftwards went OL 4 awhile..

oh yah. i missed d physics class test, so i had to retake it 2dae n u noe wad kind of marks i get? 7/20. teehee..mr lee sed tht we performed even worse than 3E. so oh well :)) lets jux hope we can do better 4 d common test.lol

i dun wanna talk about that incident nemore. even thinking bout it makes me sick to the stomach. urgh.

mayb thts all imma write 2dae.. have to finish typing the contact list 4 student council n print it out. summore l8er on having maths tuition.grr..

it's easy 4 u 2 say cuz u dun feel my pain...wads the use of apologising anyway? lyk what i've said, wads done is done. so be happy n dun make her sad. i dun wanna be the barrier shielding you two from your happiness. jux to let you noe,even though u treated me lyk a rag doll n hurt me, i'm smiling for d 2 of you..

ciaos

2006-07-18T20:30:00.000+08:00

hmm..been so tired these past few days..actually dun feel like posting 2dae. bt since i havent been updating in ages i shall do so now..

school's starting to freak my nerves..i cant seem to pay attention in class these days. i m pretty much distracted by sth tht i cant really mention..n oh ya btw Keeshia moved to 3C!! aww....we lost another classmate..sigh..n seems like Sharan's gona transfer there anytime soon oso..cuz he wants 2 take A-maths..haizz

i have fallen apart. i cant stand it anymore. i just wanna cry. you never knew how much you mean to me. you tell me that you love me first, yet you threw your heart into reverse..
how i wish i can turn back time. i miss you so bad, yet i hate you for doing it n breaking my heart, so much that it hurts just to hear your name. i will give up anything just to have the old you back into my life. you are my joy, peace, laughter, everything. without you, i am empty..
you never knew how much tears have fallen because of you..

i'm just typing whatever's in my mind now..it's in total chaos. sometimes i think reality hurts n that life is unfair. believe me, it's what i'm thinking now. i just think that the world is against me..

dunno wad i'm writing anymore. maybe i'm starting to sound like a freak.oh well,gonna study 4 Physics test 2morrow. cya

oh gosh....i'm falling 4 him

2006-07-11T15:43:00.000+08:00

sowie ppl..havent been updating 4 quite some time..din manage 2 grab hold of d comp til now..lols ^^"
well these days nothing much really happened..it's all d usual thing everyday. dunno y but these days i tend 2 get tired very easily. i feel sleepy in almost every class [even lit!] mb i'm jux not getting enough sleep

for now, i love my bed to bits =p lol..

oh. n Councillors' Investiture 2006 sucks big time

1st : they asked me to walk alone on the aisle.so, okay i did tht. n aft the whole ceremony ppl lyk Sharan Raj n Eric Lim Min De started to tease me by mimicking d way i walked. but Eric's version was the "drag queen" version -_-"

2nd : i was stuck in the front row. n i was jux sitting dere looking at the audience n feeling like a total moron

3rd : when we sang "Graduation", it was a total fiasco. Sarah n Diyanah din sing aft all, n we messed up d whole song as well. n worst of all when we're supposed 2 stop singing, d P.A ppl din stop d music. so once again, i was stuck dere standing like a total moron..-_-"

i am so embarassed. grr...i have no guts 2 face d school anymore

n btw d councillors r gonna hav new juniors agn..=)

n we're having this Leadership Workshop thing on Mondays starting frm ytd to early August. which means there r 3 more sessions coming..
oh gosh..it was so boring! i'd rather hav d Adam Khoo team back..
n it's until 5pm! imagine d exhaustion...?
n they say tht we're gonna present something to a different kind of audience..lets hope this doesnt turn out bad..

well i'm so tired. ciaos!

fever

2006-06-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

hmm..cant believe d holidays r almost over! n school is starting the day after tomorrow..i guess time really flies when u r enjoying evry minute of it..=)
most of my holiday assignments r still piling on top of my desk..and i have absolutely no mood 2 do them..guess i'm gonna be soo dead..lol

n adding on to my worries is d fact tht i'm having a really bad fever now..my temperature was 39.4 degrees, then it increased to 39.6, n d last time i checked, it has thankfully dropped to 38.4 degrees..

gosh, my head feels so heavy now..n d room seems to be spinning =s
gonna see d doc later..

dun feel like writing anymore..so cyer next time!

holiday?? think again!

2006-06-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

i cant believe i'm such a slacker throughout this holiday...!
i mean, now it's coming to the end of d hol period, but my assignments r still piling on top of my desk..-_-"

i really have no mood to do all those work. puh-lease..wad kind of holiday can be a holiday with all these assignments??

i think one day i should protest to MOE [nah..jux kidding! lol..]

well anyways now it's coming to the end of d holiday[as i've said so earlier] n i'm goin back 2 s'pore on d 21st..count with your fingers n u realise i've got onli 6 more days to my flight back there.
man..i'm gonna miss indo to bits! haha..

meanwhile i've succeeded in becoming a total couch potato back here..i think i've gained a few pounds. hahaha!

i dunno y i'm sitting down here blogging n typing all this nonsense...maybe cuz i'm jux plain bored with wad i'm doing now. heheh..
*d keyboard's driving me crazy. well..not onli d keyboard. d whole comp is driving me crazy!
n btw i'm nt at home now..i'm at this Internet cafe where i think d comps r gonna explode sooner or later if it doesnt get changed.lol..lame

btw did i mention tht my CPU back @ home blew up?? hahaha..it's been bcuming a headline news 4 me lately. so dun b surprised if i come up to anyone of u n blabber "my CPU blew up!!" again..=p

okay then gotta stop now. cyaa!

june holz r here!

2006-05-27T15:19:00.000+08:00

the long-awaited june holidays are finally here!

but to me, it doesnt seem to be a holiday bcoz of the endless holiday assignments our teacher had happily piled on us..i sometimes think, why dun they just let us have a time to loosen up n relax ??! especially during long breaks lyk this

i'm very pleased to announce tht almost half of my baggage consists of the heavy sec 3 books such as maths, physics n chem.. -_-"

n btw this might be my last post, b4 i fly back to indo where internet connection is soo rare..

now i'm @ Changi using their free internet service thing..b4 tht , when i was buying sum gifts in The Cocoa Trees 4 d ppl back home, i ran into steffi n her friend..coincidence huh? hahaha..mb tht happens to 'twins' sometimes..hehehe

well thts all imma write for now...ciaos~!

p.s : enjoy ur holz everyone..!! [in my case, i dunno how]

quick updates =)

2006-05-23T01:29:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i last blogged yea? lol..well now i am OL using c sherly's laptop...so jux wanna drop by a few minor stuffs n then it's off to bed 4 me...cuz my clock's showing d tym 01.34am for now...*geez i'm so sleepy*

well..on 17th n 19th of may, went for thong's birthday parties @ east coast park..was quite fun actually..went together with wei ling on both days. sumhow i felt strange cuz i wasnt even close to thong initially, yet he invited me to come for both days. but it was kind of him =) or else i would be bored to death @ home..lol

ova dere did nothing much except mingling around wif peeps, roller blading...eating, playing at d seaside n basically meeting up new peeps..! aft d parties, i got to know so much new ppl lyk paulina, felix, tansol, richard...n mb sum more which i hav not mentioned. and i definitely got closer to those whom i have not been close wif initially =D

but i should really say this one more time : i think the party was cool

and i fell down twice with the roller blades =( wadde..hahaha..

kays then imma snooze now or else i wun b able to get up 2morrow morning..! au revoir bloggie! ^o^

2006-05-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

d freaking mid year exams r soooo over~!

say bye to nasty revisions, mind-boggling notes n late-night studying sessions..[for now]

well...we're getting our papers back on monday, which is lyk, the day aft tomorrow...can say i'm anxious 4 my results...esp for SS [ms huang sed tht dere r onli 16 passes in 3D!], physics n last but not least maths...[i noe i wont make it =p]

so today went out wif enjun n jie...1st went 2 City Plaza 2 search 4 my stuffs..bought a fishbone charm anklet n trousers dere..den aft tht set off 2 Bugis Village n bought a skirt as well as one necklace. my, how i splurged my way dere..

actually i saw this cute pink skirt which has asymmetrical cuts all over it..but when i checked 4 a white coloured one, it was out of stock! aww...such a waste...if it was white i would've bought it..

well thts all imma write today..totally lost the mood 2 blog oready..so ciaos n au revoir!

2006-05-06T14:26:00.000+08:00

in d midst of MYE...so freakin tired of all d papers..arrghh....!!

soo...i'm done wif english,chinese ppr 1, maths ppr 1 *sigh*, physics n literature...on monday, i'll b having chemistry n chinese ppr 2. on tuesday, it's this science ppr 1 which consists of multiple-choice questions frm physics n chem. n on wednesday...maths paper 2 *double sighs* n art...aft tht it's siesta time! yayayay....=p

n btw ytd me n shely picked up a stray kitten...we named her Choco cuz she's dark coloured but has brown streaks all over it. well, we fed her some tuna n gave her some milk...n nt forgetting 2 wash her up. @ nite, she made herself cosy on shela's bed. lol..

n @ 5am, Choco peed on shely..! =D all of us woke up n shely hafta change her clothes..hahaha...poor her..

well this morning we returned her 2 d streets..it's a pity our hostel dun allow pets..sigh..she was such a cute lil' darling...! but we left her tuna n milk wif her =)

mb tht's all imma write now...au revoir! =D

mid year exams r here!

2006-04-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

n d mid year exams are here again..time flies so freaking fast tht i din even notice..! n today we had our english paper 1 n social studies. it was nt too bad i guess..only tht i dun think i'll do vr well 4 SS coz my SBQ skills deteriorated drastically d moment i looked @ d paper. okay, let's just say i went blur all of a sudden...=p

and for my english....i think i just wrote too much..n i dun even hav time to count d number of words..! i finished lyk, 10 mins just b4 d time's up..n i guess whoever marks my paper is so unlucky. i literally blotched my paper..lol. wad with all d crosses, cancellations...*sigh*
my personal recount...hope i'm not out of point...

n i almost 4got 2 wish everyone all d best 4 their papers! may all of us study, study and study till we die ;) lol....

that's it 4 today...cyer bloggie!

p.s : say "arrghhhh...!!" to my mid year art prep work...i barely even started..!!

dun hav d mood 2 blog!!

2006-04-23T13:35:00.000+08:00

hmm..actually i dun reali have d mood to blog, but it's been eons since my very last post..
it feels sad to have that kind of thoughts..
maybe you are just not the one for me..

*sigh*...
hmm..wad else to write??
oh yeah i'm on d brink of depression..everything's freaking me out. i still have d preparatory work 4 art, due lyk, 2 weeks frm now...n nt forgetting d mid year exams round d corner..
*a deep long sigh*

well ytd went 4 Akina's Sweet 17.. was quite fun actually, but me n Hai Shi din reali bcum d emcee..lol..we were replaced by Jasper, d ex-Contemporary Dance teacher..he was, okay, quite wild..first he got Wilson to sit bside Akina n asked her whether she knows him very well..then he blindfolded her n brought out 4 guys - Adit, Raymond, Charles n Yam [is tis d correct spelling?] silently. add on Wilson n u've got 5 guys out dere. then, Jasper guided Akina to touch several different parts of d guys to find out which one is Wilson..

omg. seeing the guys' faces when their ears, nape of d neck, legs etc was touched was soo funny...hahaha..floren should hav seen dem..lol

still wif Akina blindfolded, Handoko was called out as well n then he n Wilson had a mutual exchange - Handoko exchanged his cap for Wilson's Jacket and vice versa. Handoko was quite reluctant to take off his cap for some reason..but when he did, turned out he had messed his hair during a recent haircut..lol. he was covering it d whole time..

then Akina was asked to guess out which one is Wilson agn..which eventually she did, n yeah d whole game's over..nt forgetting d whole '17 candles' thing..it was quite smooth actually, xcept tht we sang d happy birthday song twice..n some of our candles just kept on getting blown off..lol. but it was fine..hehehe

oh ya...her birthday cake was so gigantic..lol..n vr vr delicious too. i ate two pieces :))
no offence! i'm a chocoholic, remember?? n this one had so much choco tht i couldn't resist..hehehe

went home @ 11.30..when i got home i was so freakin tired n aft washing up, i fell asleep almost instantly..then woke up @ 1.30pm wif a pair of bloodshot n sore eyes..wad on earth??!
i tink it's bcoz aft removing my contacts ytd i jux fell asleep..*sigh*

so cyer bloggie!

coolest workshop i've ever had..=D

2006-04-14T16:12:00.000+08:00

now as i'm listening to 'Hero' by Mariah Carey, i'm recallin d events tht happened during d 3-day Adam Khoo workshop..lol

1st day....

went 2 Temasek Room n combined wif 3C n 3E 4 d thing..then our musicman, Chuan Lay, briefed us 4 awhile b4 we met our trainer, Danny..who has such a goofy face tht u can jux laugh lookin @ him..[well to me tht is] lol..n his actions r really vr vr funny..hahaha. anyways, i realised tht d trainers r infused with a just-nice combination of fun n sense of humour! they never failed to make us laugh every minute wif their extremely lame actions n words..hahaha. aftwards we met d other trainers, Amin[ah] =p n Wayne..btw Wayne look so much like Robin! literally..! lookin @ him makes me think tht i'm lookin @ d grown-up version of him..lol..n one more thing, Amin was so fat in d past, but look @ him now? i think he looked a tad lyk a Western coz of his fair skin, but when u look more carefully, he speaks lyk a Malay, n d guys sed tht he looked lyk monkey..lol
he's actually a mix of Chinese-Malay descend..

btwn Amin's section, got called up 4 Councillors' Meeting...grr..received our Councillors' Tee, which, i admit, is nt up 2 my taste..it's soo plain! =(
aft everything is done,went back 2 TR 2 continue d program..

1st day almost did nothing in particular..jux got warmed up 2 d whole program n several theories 2 note down..hmm..
[this is bcoz i almost 4got wad happened during d 1st day! hahaha...sowiee...]

2nd day...

Amin started d day..by playin a game, in which our grp lost n led to d 'Are You Hot??' game..Mani,Sharan n Ashvin was asked 2 go up 2 d front n dance to 3 different songs respectively..it was damn funny! Mani jux messed arnd wif a chair 4 all 3 songs, Sharan was moving like a maniac n Ashvin's version of Macarena was hilarious coz he was onli cupping his ears n waist n no other..hahaha..
in d end Sharan was voted d 'hottest' n he was given 3 more challengers, who were Eric, Wen Bing n another guy [i 4got!] ..WB was okay i guess, but he lack of variety in his moves..while Eric was fussy tht he asked 4 Toxic 4 him 2 dance! lol..n his dance was..erm...very sexy..hahaha..i admit he was vr brave 2 go up n dance tht kind of dance..n i got him on camera! lol..

well l8er on in d aftnoon we had this section where we sang Mariah Carey's 'Hero' together n aftwards, we were s'possed 2 visualize bout our parents..b4 tht, Danny was shouting @ us, saying he was pissed coz we din appreciate our parents..of coz all of us got an instant scare..during d emotional session, almost all of us were crying [okay, i admit i cried!] n d guy bhind me was so emotional n cried so loud tht i was afraid he will jux collapse anytime..lol.aft d session we listened 2 a song entitled 'Child'..d lyrics r magical! n vr touching..='(
it reali shows how much a parent would go 4 d benefit of his/her child..
aftwards we hugged each other..i hugged Enjun, Raihana, Syahirah, Yessy, Ira, Thanawan...n maybe some more which i havent mentioned, but i love them all! =)
then we were asked 2 write a letter 2 our parents saying sorry 4 wad i hav done wrong 2 dem, n appreciating dem..n finally, sayin 'i love you' to them..

man, i tell u, aft this session, i really really love my whole family..i'm callin mummy n daddy l8er..=D

well we learnt bout super memory n other stuff, but lets jux move on 2 d 3rd day..

3rd day...

last day of d workshop! had enjoyed ourselves so much..hehehe..time flies when we r enjoying! o well...d only significance of this day is during d closing ceremony..sum of d students gave speeches dedicated mostly 2 their parents or wad they feel b4 n aft d workshop..okay, dere were lots of tears..[even floren,sharan,haikal cried!] n huggings...we sang a song entitled 'If We Hold On Together' by Diana Ross [listening to it now! ^^] together in d hall, n then @ arnd 9.30 we went home..
n btw i received quite a few appreciation cards..from floren,sharan,haikal,enjun,weiling,yessy,thanawan, n huda...thx a lot, ppl!

i agree it was d most memorable workshop i ever had...would reali wanna hav it agn bt i doubt we can..lol. well, all good things must come to an end..and all i can do now is to be thankful tht i was given d chance to attend this workshop..

such a long post, hehe...cyer bloggie!

Jiayin's b'dae!

2006-04-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

everyone alert, new post! hahax...another week has rolled by, n Speech Day 2006's over...=( oh well, been having fun rehearsing 4 d event n performing, so i'm lookin forward 2 nxt yr's Speech Day again, n also SYF! woot..! =p

hmm..today's jiayin's b'dae! me,jiayin,yan jie, enjun n weiling went 2 Orchard 2 celebrate it together..we started @ 10 sth n met up in school..aft tht went straight 2 d K-Box @ Cineleisure n sang our hearts out literally..lol..had Fish n' Chips as lunch n stayed dere til 2pm..hahaha..guess we're addicted 2 d mikes..*wink*

then we set off 2 Heeren n walked arnd a bit. actually went dere 2 look 4 Mini Toons, but thanks to Ms. Picky-Picky Nicke, we walked out of tht place wif only a comb n candy flosses 4 each of us [they're givin dem free outside Heeren]

headed straight 4 Centrepoint 2 eat @ Pizza Hut n then boom! Cleve Yeo appeared! well, actually d gals invited him n thus he joined us [duh?!] it's pretty funny coz initially he got mixed up wif d places n all tht..when he arrived d whole table shook coz of our gigantic laughters..lol. we spent $70 sth dere..=p

then walked arnd a bit in Centrepoint...bought a Cookies n Cream Cheesecake 4 jiayin..n we shared it..it's very nice! n extremely creamy..hahaha
in d end we din finish it..aww..too bad..=( but we were oready quite full btw..
btw when we were eating d cake Kaiwit appeared as well..haha..i was like, "huh? i tot u r grounded?" hehee..bt turned out he's no longer being grounded..lol

well aftwards we went home..it was a great day! n to mention tht we spent a lot 2dae..lol..but it's okay 2 celebrate! hahaha...

so cyer next time bloggie! ^___^

another death in the house...='(

2006-04-02T12:57:00.000+08:00

hey
talk to me
don't play me with your silence
whisper it in my mouth
-Marion Raven, End of Me

i'm sick of everything now..! sum ppl's attitude, rehearsals, school, tuitions..even food, lol..
i dunno y these days i always feel nauseous aft eating..hahahaha
n fer gawd's sake ppl, i am NOT pregnant! grrr..stop saying tht..

ytd was a gr8 day..went out wif jiayin 2 bugis village n had our appointment @ Amore..they plucked my eyebrows! ouch! =x n ate some tom yam soup which was so extra super damn hot n spicy tht d two of us cant finish it..hahaha

but then..when i got home..

i was hanging arnd @ marshies' house wen suddenly mummy called me on my fone, n started sobbing in dere. i was literally shocked of coz, then she told me grandma passed away..n i was like, "what??"
i tot it was a joke, but turned out it wasn't..
n then i asked her whetha i shuld go back. actually she wants me to, but when i asked daddy, he sed dere's no need 2, cuz it'll b a hassle 2 fetch me frm Jakarta n stuff..

OMG, this is the worst April Fool's joke i've ever gotten...='(

now everyone in d family's stressed out. i've absolutely lost my mood 2 study 4 my maths CT tomorrow, n i certainly dun feel like playing jealous games nemore [well, at least 4 now!]

i guess thts all ima write 4 now..i'm too mixed up 2 think of anything else now..!
so cyer arnd bloggie....

___*It broke our hearts to lose you, but you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you on the day God called you home *___

sob

2006-03-27T15:36:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging 4 a few days..reali vr sowie! din hav d mood 2 go OL...

i h8 2 admit this, but i think 2006 is nt a gd year [well, at least 4 me]

it's still d beginning of d yr, n look what i've got??

my dog died, my relatives passed away, my 50 bucks got stolen @ d 1st day of school..etcetera etcetera

n last but not least i had a 'knife' stuck in my heart and my head

sumtyms i reali wanna go up 2 him n say "are ya freakin' blind or r ya jux trying to piss me off??!"

i mean, look @ d mess we're in now..mb i'm lyk, invisible to him?? idk...

shall i jux pretend tht nothing happened last yr? throw away those bittersweet memories down d road n dun mind it nemore??

well...newsflash for you, dude. i can't and i won't =x

d feeling's unbearable...i think imma snap soon if this continues any further..

i jux can't take it anymore....=(

**____i should never have met you...

Seventeen Roadshow @ Cine/Debating event @ Zouk

2006-03-16T13:52:00.000+08:00

oh my gawd. Zouk was soo fabulous...!

i find it amazing tht i went into a club at the tender age of 14...lol. well, even tho i wasn't really clubbin in dere. it was d debating event by Southeast CDC, in which some of my schoolmates r involved...

met up wif jiayin @ 12 sth outside Somerset MRT..then we set off to Cineleisure 4 d Seventeen card's one-year anniversary..n it was gr8! we had quite a number of freebies..n got ourselves makeovers n manicures as well..hahaha. i really enjoyed it vr much..aft tht we went 2 Far East Plaza coz i wanna get sum impromptu accesories @ Pandora's Box [for you accesories freaks lyk me, do check out this place. it has earrings,bracelets n stuff all over the place..=D]

when i finally decided on a pair of flowery earrings n a necklace, we looked at the watch n gasped. it was almost 4! so we took a taxi dere n wen we arrived, d place was already so packed up..i met sum Bartleyans ova dere..yoga,eminina..etc. went ova n greeted dem. sum of dem actually tot i was his GF! lol..=p

d whole thing went quite well i guess..ended @ abt 7 then aft tht me n jiayin went 2 Great World City, had dinner @ Yoshinoya n then went home..

one fabulous day had passed..lookin 4ward to more

cyer bloggie!

Angklung Camp, in preparation 4 Speech Day..

2006-03-14T14:56:00.000+08:00

had angklung camp ytd...prepped up in my blue unis [yay! it rox! ^^] n went 2 sch @ 8.45 n met up wif jiayin n enjun shortly aftwards. then we dcided 2 walk around abit, since we were still pondering whetha we should go to the camp anot...but in d end we dcided to go aft all..lol

it was quite fun..but a tad tiring..aft practicing Top of the World countless times n a bit of Kuda Hitam, we had a combine wif da Choir..a tad messy, but it was quite interesting..hahax. well,during one of d breaks, sujita spotted me n jiayin wearin da blue unis n sorta lyk, warned us tht we're nt spossed 2 wear it no matter wad [why???]...we jux shrugged n kinda lyk, 'okay..so we're nt spossed 2 wear it' , n jux walked away

then we had d performance arrangement..angklung will be cramped altogether at the left end of d hall....while d kulz r in d middle n the choir at the other end..
i think it's kinda funny coz here we are, all squeezed togetha n tht, while d choir doesn't seem to be so cramped aft all..

5pm when it ended. cuz we din feel lyk goin home, me,jiayin n enjun went 2 tampines n hanged arnd a bit, b4 taking neoprints n headin home..reached @ 8.15pm..

oh yea.we encountered a strange experience @ d no.8 bus stand of tampines..=x

cyer bloggie!!

2006-03-12T13:48:00.000+08:00

realli sowie...jux lost d mood 2 blog nowadays, been a long tym since my last update huh?? well anyways...d one-week break is here finally!! but sadly when it's sposed 2 b a break 4 all of us, d teachers din think so...=( instead their way of wishing us happy holidays is to pile us with more n more homework..-_-" urgh..especially 'Mr joJo' who gave us 'onli 10 questions' as e-maths hwk..

akhirnya g brani jg tanyain dia soal 'itu'...yah..akhirnya g jg ga dterima..n g uda expect jawaban itu..emank sih, g ada dikit depresi wktu dia jawab pertanyaan g itu, tp mnurut g, mendingan g tau answernya skrg drpada g regret ga perna ngaku klo g suka ama dia...iya kan?? hehehe...haiss...skrg g cuman bsa berharap dia ga bkl cuekin or avoid g...=) n one more thing..i wont let this whole issue affect my daily routine..i will keep on smiling, living life to the fullest, so that trakhir, dia bkl sadar klo dia tuh bnr2 o'on udah tolak g!! hahahaha...*winks*

i guess tht's all imma write now...so cyer next time bloggie! =)

**someday my prince will come.. he jux lost his way, n is too stubborn to ask 4 directions!! *wink*

LoL.....=D

2006-03-03T23:19:00.000+08:00

i jux dun hav d mood 2 write anything...

so i'll write next time, kae?

sorry...:(

[been so down lately..Pulau Ubin trip fatigued me so much]

**shall elaborate in next post

2006-02-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

received vr vr bad news abt 2 days ago...
my beloved Rose died of sickness..!! *sob sob*
how could this happen???
when mum called me i was actually gonna ask her whetha i can go 2 d Angklung trip on d June holz
aft tht was settled she told me Rose died. i was SHOCKED big time..
n i reali dun want her 2 worry,so i tried my best 2 laugh n stay cheerful
but then aft i got 2 my room i started sobbin..haiss...

luckily d next day my eyes din swell up. hahaha..

well my parents allowed me 2 go 2 Chiang Mai...whee!! tht's gona b soo cool..thx mum n dad..luvv yahh*muack*
cant wait 2 arrive dere..n d range of activities they've planned 4 us is jux way cool..
we're gonna hav an exchange program wif several schools n even donate to an orphanage! ^_____^
n i've asked Kaiwit n Panich 2 teach me several basic Thai, so i can communicate wif d ppl dere..hahaha
thx guys..i owe ya one! lol...=D

n 2dae manda wanted 2 treat me,Floren,Akina,Imelda n Stefanny 2 Swensen's..so i skipped Angklung again [i'm sorry!] n 1st went 2 K'Box 4awhile b4 meetin wif Stefanny n Imelda, then made our way 2 Swensen's near Crown Prince Hotel

ova dere, we gorged ourselves silly wif d food until it hit $160 sumtink..i ordered Salmon Teriyaki [it was nice...=)] n Malted Cookies n' Cream Milkshake..well, aft eatin, we dcided 2 order d huge 8-scoops ice cream n share it among d 6 of us.
tht's when d game 'Truth or Dare' starts rollin in

eventually d ice cream melted [duh?!] n aft we stired it, bcame a brown yucky-lookin concoction..n inside it there were a few malted caramel bits which felt lyk SLIME...[eww!] n tasted strange too
d 4 of us agreed tht d ice cream's poisonous. how so?
well aft all of us ate tht, we felt nauseous n sleepy n had stomachache..lol
nahh..i dun think it's poisoned.

onli tht i reali cant keep myself awake now..so cyer bloggie!!

2006-02-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

todae me, jia yin, wei ling n en jun went 2 yan jie's house 4 a whole day of fun, fun and FUN!

well...i arrived late..thus instead of d ITE bus stop,we decided 2 meet up @ singapore post instead..135 was too long, so i took cab dere. aft i reached, realised tht d gals went back 2 jiayin's hse coz she 4got 2 bring sumtink..aft meetin up @ NTUC n buyin all d necessities,we headed straight 2 yan jie's place..

aft we arrived,we started by baking d butter cake..it turned out pretty nice! [when i got d pic i'll surely post it =) rest assured!] weiling made some apple jellies too..then aft preparin 4 everytink, we went down 2 start d BBQ..

ate a whole bunch of food lyk chicken wings,cheese fishballs [my fave!!] n hotdogs..then we brought down d jelly n cake..pigged ourselves on those n played a 'truth' game..d game goes lyk this..

one person chooses a number n she'll give clues 4 d others 2 guess what d number is..whoever guessed it correctly, she'll hafta drink frm her glass a mixture of lemon coke + apple soft drink + strawberry/jelly/banana/apple [wonderful concoction ehh??=p] n answer truthfully wadever she's asked about..

i guessed correctly 4 a couple of times..n wad interesting n funny qns they gave me! but it was fun..lol. crappy, funny n fun. d 5 of us laughed our heads off dere..=D but too bad we din finish d cake..too full oready =(

then we went 2 swim...well, nt reali swim lah..play wif water, takin pics n dipping ourselves is better 2 describe it...we even tried d kiddy slide!dipped ourselves in all d pools n had some girl talk. oh btw, yan jie wore a bikini!! n we're all lyk, whoa...d rest wore two-pieces xcept me..oh ya, we got into d hot pool..n it feels so relaxing dere..^^ took lots n lots of pics..

then aftwards went back 2 jie's house, showered n had dinner..hanged around 4 a while b4 goin back..it was wonderful today!! reali wanna hav it some other time too...

credits to everyone who made 2dae such a fun day..including God..who love us so much tht He stopped d rain so we can continue wif our water playin!! =p hehehe...

toodles 4 2dae!! =D

2006-02-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

sowie 4 nt updating 4 eons...blame my blog 4 it..keep on havin errors..=(actually i hav posted 2 other posts earlier but somehow they jux wun show up
well i've finally recovered! well..nt completely tho..when i eat chocs i'll jux start coughing again..lolbut newaes! bout V-dae this yr..rather different frm last year, but with a lil twist^^hmm...got overall 4 chocs+gifts...from Jia Yin, Yan Jie, Dessy, Floren n Imelda! hehe...n another hand-made card from Angelia..thanks a bunch peeps!! =Dn updating frm 11th feb..mum,dad,koko n kiki was here in this sunny island havin sorta lyk a 'vacation' @ Genting..n i wasn't even allowed 2 tag along!'but u hav to go to school!'... aiyahh...they were dere 4 abt 3 days...then they came back here n stayed 4 2 nights b4 goin back today...mum n dad 2 indo n ko-ki 2 sydney
2dae went to airport 2 send dem back..mum n dad's flight's earlier than ko-ki's, so they set off 1st..*sniff, sniff*?? nahh!!then aft tht me n ko-ki went 2 eat sushi..n i missed dessert!! *peach Mochi ice-cream flies away*..cuz ko-ki's fwens were dere 2 send dem off n they dun want dem 2 wait
n tomorrow...imma go 2 yan jie's house 2 SWIM!! yay!! n then we'll hav other activities as well!^^lookin 4ward..=))n now i gtg...so cyer!!

2006-02-09T16:12:00.000+08:00

ah, feel so sick 2dae..my cough's gone but d flu's getting more hyper n i'm losing my voice..haiss...
btw we had our last common test...Social Studies! n i sorta hav problems wif it again..lol. ran out of points n changed my opinion @ d vr last minute..hahaha...
i'm soo gonna fail it =p

lets talk indonesian now =D
g ngerasa kyknya si 'dia' suka ama cewek laen dhe...soalnya mereka slalu barengan..pulang barengan, jln2 barengan, muter2 barengan..duuh!! bsa stress g klo ngeliatin mreka tiap ari..bikin pusing ajaaa...sbetulnya dia tuh gmn sih?? kdg2 g bnr2 ga ngerti ama cara pikirannya..n satu lagi, knp skrg dia beda bgt ama taon lalu?

well...v-dae is around d corner...it's lyk, next tuesday?? n of coz i'm nt a part of it..wad can u expect frm a typical,ordinary gurl lyk me? absolutely nothing!! zero, zilch, NIL. i'm no match for someone out dere...

off now..nuthin 2 sae anymore...cyer!!

**yay! no homework..hahahaha...n btw i think imma flunk most of my tests..=o

2006-02-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

*ahem*, *cough, cough, cough*.... *sigh*...

haiss... cant help it...my cough came back..! this time with twice d effect cuz flu's also bothering me..sigh..btw we'll b havin our physics common test tomorrow, and yet i haven't even studied! lol..blame me 4 bein such a lazy lazy gurl who always dont hav d mood 2 study...hahax

well, shall keep it short 2dae cuz i told my guardian tht i was doin my physics research, n she fell 4 it! hahaha..someone needs to break d rules sometimes. lol =D

so toodles!!

**erm...i'll start studying @ nite b4 i sleep =p

2006-02-05T13:06:00.000+08:00

jux came back frm aunt's house...got my red packets [yay!] n some pineapple tarts..imma blog 4awhile cuz im goin out again l8er 2 buy tht cute cuban top @ Mango..[oh finally! =D]

mum's cumin on da 11th!! wheee...n my bros r gonna tag along too. dunno wad bout dad...hope he's cumin as well =)

today woke up @ 11.30..was s'possed 2 wake up earlier @ 9am..but i was too tired i guess. yesterday spent d whole time painting my Mannequin til 3am...*yawns*

now it's 1.15..guess imma get ready now. toodles!!!

**Mango cuban top, here i comee...! =p

2006-02-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

today i went out wif debby...well aft i got home my feet was throbbing thx 2 my high heels but it was worth it! lol..

when i reached Orchard mrt, there was this lady who stopped me n asked whether i'm interested 2 bcum a model..she's from this company called iModels International n gave me her namecard. well i jux received it n told her i'll think bout it b4 running off cuz i was late.

newaes,we met up in front of The Face Shop n then made our way towards Bugis..which was where we're s'possed 2 go to [no idea y we had 2 meet all d way @ Orchard in d 1st place!]

aft we reached Bugis, we hanged arnd 4 awhile n then decided 2 go back again to Orchard [huh??].went back cuz there was nothing else 2 c @ Bugis..once we reached we headed straight to Far East Plaza n aft tht 2 Mango.we saw this cute off-shoulder top tht we decided 2 reserve n buy tomorrow.it was soo cute! n it costs lyk, $35..

then aftwards we went 2 SaSa 2 buy our stuff n then walked all d way to Heeren. along d way there's this huge crowd gathering n waiting 4 d Chingay parade 2 start..n some paths r blocked so we had 2 walk in circles n "s'cuse me"d lots n lots of ppl b4 we got ourselves out

@ Heeren,we took pics n bought some other stuff. at this time, my high heels started givin me probs n forced me 2 walk so weirdly.aft tht went 2 yoshinoya @ taka 4 dinner then went home..

kae..tht's it 4 2dae..i'm jux too tired.shall update tomorrow or any other time. toodles!

[whew! long post...]

2006-02-02T15:24:00.000+08:00

eurgh..wads wrong with her???
shan't tell u who she is, but she's really getting on my nerves..!
yeah right, ignore me some more..treat me like an invisible wall or anything liddat =(

it started with last night actually. it's jux as if i'm nt around to her or sumtink..
when we chat it's also nt as fun as b4..jux a 'hi' n thts it, she'll jux ignore me

wadever it is tht is wrong with her, i hope she snaps back to her senses soon enough

n btw 2dae is such a boring day..well mb 2 feb is jux not my day.

n i really really hope tomorrow will b a much much better day...!!

tata for now

2006-02-01T16:27:00.000+08:00

hello bloggie! jux came back from school..n dere r a few events which i wanna share bout..lol

first thing first [haikal:second things second], i went 2 skul wearin my green top n fave baggy jeans. n d bad news' that i ruined my jeans!!!
story goes lyk this...

i was toying around wif Zul's correction pen n sorta lyk, trying 2 open it up when suddenly d cap jux snapped n d next thing i noe, white stains already took their places on my jeans...

arrghh...!! tht pair of jeans is one of my treasures...i'm so vexed!! =x

well i shant elaborate anymore cuz it'll jux make me feel worse..

btw enjun n jiayin came wearing their balloon skirts 2dae..they looked so sweet. like sisters =)
whereas weiling n yan jie came in their frilly skirts.they looked cute as well =D
to put it simply, they all looked so feminine, all 4 of dem

d only thing is me..hahaha...i looked like a 'Save the Forest' ambassador standing out among dem..lol..[thanks 2 my green top]

bout him..he wore his home clothes 2dae n he's soo cute in it! ^^
it's one of my fave colours n he jux looked so sweet =)
i luv his tee...=D

oh yea, me n jiayin is in such a dilemma now...as usual, it's bout boys again..hix
gosh..we will never understand what's on their pretty little heads. lol..

so i guess tht's all imma write 2dae..ciaos!

**jet'aime,makhluk luar angkasa! ^^

2006-01-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

well todae me n d mars twins went 2 catch cheaper by the dozen 2 @ shaw house..

d movie was so darn funny tht d three of us [n prolly d whole theatre] laughed our socks off =)

n one more, i think taylor lautner's cute =D

he's d one who played as eliot murtaugh in d movie..

oh well,shan't talk bout boys here

d bad news is tht i lost $20 bucks..in my hostel. well someone must've taken it, coz i admit i was pretty careless 2 leave it in my drawer unattended 4 a nite

good thing tht almost all the shops [esp. mango] was closed 2dae. or else my bad mood would've shot through d roof =x

well i'm getting myself a drink now. tata =)

**gulp..i need water...

2006-01-29T11:31:00.000+08:00

it's chinese new year!

well..happy new year to everyone n hope all of u get alot alot of red packets ^^

n it's jux my luck tht i'm stuck down here..when my fam's busily eating... steamboat on d other side! arrgh..lucky lil' souls my brothers r..

oh yea, i shuld tell u bout our angklung performance during CNY celebration..it was terrible! a total nightmare!

first we played Hela Hela Rotane..n it was okay i guess, but during d last part of He Xin Nian, we messed up n i think there's an extra line played n we weren't expecting it, so..there was a kind of 'halt' n it became vr2 messy..

but what's done is done! n i hope we'll perform better during Speech Day on April!

n i suddenly lost d mood 2 ryte..so cyer!

p.s : sowie it's such a short post! ^^"

!!!

2006-01-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

ytd i jux got news tht shocked d hell outta me

a close family friend of ours jux passed away coz of an accident..=(

gosh! it was too sudden to be true..he was still so young, for goodness' sake!

n yet my whole family refused 2 tell me wad had happened actually...scared tht i'll get stressed upon knowing it, they say

they onli told me tht his motorcycle got hit by a car..but i really wanna know wad had happened! oh well....

i truly wish him rest in peace n may God bless his family n help them to be strong during these times..Amen

n after all he had done for my family, i think me n d rest owe him a great deal

he had been around since i was a lil' kid, n practically watched me n my sibs grow up...it's jux too soon tht he had to leave..

well,to be honest i'm still quite dumbstruck by this, so mb some ppl might wonder y i seem 2 b pretty much worked out l8ly..

so now i gtg..ttys bloggie!

**.........................

grr...

2006-01-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

i'm in a puzzle! i dunnoe wad to do!

his cold behaviour's killing me...[jiayin, now we're in d same boat]..wad is d use of sitting there n pining for someone who only thinks tht i'm jux a breeze of wind?? but as d saying goes,it's easy to remember a special someone, but much more harder to forget him

n d worst thing's tht i still hav feelings for him [a huge 'sigh' to teenage years]
i shouldn't have met him...he was the one who made me turn head over heels but in d end left me burning wif a lost stare coz i dun understand him @ all

he had made a huge flaw on my heart [dramatic huh??]

oh yea, my angklung was stolen by someone who dared to say tht angklung's hers...i mean, c'mon..i hav remembered every detail of tht particular A6 lyk d back of my hand k..

but it's ok...now i got it back *winks* n FYI, i've sorta 'personalised' it...hehehe

n this week d God of Homeworks [if dere is any] chose to stick wif me all d way..homeworks r pilin up on my desk!! dere's art 2 finish [2 projects! prolly d most...]

well i think it's jux art 4 now...i'll ask someone l8er,lol..

so now i'm outta here n cyer bloggie

**y0uu gave me d l0vee i needed, but leftt me wif a br0kenn heart *hix*

angklung practice!

2006-01-13T17:25:00.000+08:00

so today i went to angklung practice aft school....

it's soo nice to b able to play it again!! [been 2 yrs since i last shook tht thing..lol]

we're gonna perform on Chinese New Year Celebration on d 27th l8er...

playing two pieces. Hela Hela Rotane & He Xin Nian....

actually i'm kinda sick n tired of He Xin Nian, but this tym d twist's 2 use angklung to play it! hahaha...

n when i hear us play, it's lyk, kinda special coz our Angklung team nvr played Chinese pieces b4..

gtg now [tuition!! grr...] cyerr!

;)

2006-01-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

how's my day??

my answer's perfect+disastrous

d perfect part's coz i get to go round n round orchard road 2dae wif c sherly...

n d disastrous part's...when i ACCIDENTALLY detached a vest button in Mango

i was trying it on, n when i was tuggin,tuggin n tuggin it's button [which hooked on to its hole lyk a koala to a eucalyptus tree] n suddenly...TACK-TACK-TACK!

i went "oops!"

n wad abt d button?it went on the floor n rolled outside of my changing room..

i guess d lady out dere saw my button n was wondering who has detached a button

well, heck if i'm goin out dere to admit it!

i went out, placed d vest on d table n got myself out of tht place ASAP

i swear, frm 2dae onwards, i am NOT gonna visit tht place ever ever again!

n i am soo tired tht i tink imma take my shower now

so cyer bloggie!! ta ta!

rain, rain, go away....

2006-01-08T17:07:00.000+08:00

aw gosh, it's been raining 4 a few days..d weather's nt vr gd too.i'm sick n tired of seeing raindrops n shivering everywhere i go..lol

2dae went 2 church wif floren n c susan..it was [i admit] so boring!! d preacher 2dae was a lady frm overseas i tink..n she has tis interpreter who'll convert wadever she say into indonesian language. n i tell u, she kept on repeating her facts..lucky enough i din sleep over dere..

2morrow's back to school again!! n great,i havent even touch my homeworks yet..there's physics n chinese book review. those who know me [hip hip hurray to 100% slacker!!], well,ya noe it..i'm jux pretty darn lazy at times..

i'm dying of someone's attitude towards me!! that person have changed.i want yesteryear's him back...FYI, i never liked cold shoulders.

so i changed my blogskin..i want a kinda sweety pie feeling n i guess i'm lucky enuff 2 hav found tis skin..lol [pink all d way!!] well, newaes, gtg now...

*u're lyk d air tht i breathe. always around for me*

pink's hot, ppl

***** continued

2006-01-07T12:46:00.000+08:00

so i had a few more events which i have not related...well,today i wanna tok bout my bad days..hahaha

d vr first day of my sec 3 life is a nightmare 4 me!! can u imagine, on tht particular day itself i lost 50 bucks n one of my earrings..

well,i put my wallet inside my bag coz i was kinda rushin 4 assembly,so i left it @ d foyer wif some other councillors' bags..n aft d assembly, we found out tht our bags had been moved by some ppl to d front of d councillors' room.but when i checked my wallet l8er on in class, i found tht one of my 50 bucks was missing!! on tht morning,i was oready havin a BF [those of u who watched "White Chicks"...u shuld noe this] so i was prety much worked out..whoever stole my money...i hope he/she gets his lesson well...gosh ppl, macpherson is NO LONGER safe...thieves r running around..

4 my earring, i admit it was actually my fault. during PE class, my teacher was takin our height n weight when suddenly, i thought tht if i put my earrings in my chest pocket,i will 4get it l8er on..so i dcided 2 place it in d coins place in my wallet.but i was soo wrong!! aft PE class,i din realise tt my earing could fall off anytime n i guess i dropped it sumwhere. my mum'll kill me if she founds out...i daren't tell her yet..God, do bless me...=X

so l8er on i'm gonna go out wif shely..guess i hafta get ready now! cyer!!

******

2006-01-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

whooppiee......it's been a long tym since i last blogged huh? hee hee...my bad, bloggie,cuz i din hav a chance 2 go OL during my holz @ indo! well....4 those who missed my rantings [lol =p]...here i am!!! =D

many things happened during tht long holiday...d fact tht i changed my crush [??!!]...my bro's shocking news..n so much more tht i cant even relate vr clearly here..kae,i'll start with d one i remember best

christmas 2005 was fabulous! during christmas eve [24 dec], i danced on stage with devina n milkha..i havent been dancing since i was a lil' kiddo,so..erm..was kinda nervous,but i made it! =D sum ppl even sed i danced well [i cant blieve it! i tot i was as stiff as a robot up dere *_*]

n den...d next day it's d official christmas day.n i was chosen 2 b d "angel tht lights up God's candle n bring about good news to all Christian" thing..so my task was simply 2 lead d leaders of my church onto d stage n light up a big candle while wearing a pair of wings [yay!!]. i shivered all d way when i was walkin,partly bcoz i was wearing d wrong shoes!! [was spossed 2 wear my ballerina flats,but 4got 2 change it,so i ended up with high heels] i mean,can u imagine an "angel" wearing high heels??! lol...luckily my long dress covered it up^^

feel so tired now. mb shuld take a break. cyer bloggie!

p.s: feel lyk changing skin...but not now!! mb next time..hahax. btw 4 all of u who tagged me durin d holz, i apologise for d l8 reply...as i sed i din go OL at all throughout d holz..=(

today...

2005-11-03T07:02:00.000+08:00

today's jux plain boring...
woke up l8 @ 12 sumtink..all d usuals..
btw ytd i had a nice dream..^^
caught a glimpse of "him"...n den followed by me bcumin Garnet of FF9!
whoa...i was so happy..mb tis is d cause of me wakin up so l8, hehe..

now listening to "Oori" by BoA
i tink it's a vr nice song..i luv d tune 2 bits!..
listening to it makes me tink of "him"..hehehe..
tts y i put tt song in my friendster profile..=)
so anione can jux check it out *winks*
*repeats d song agn*

n i jux did a research on Mother Teresa n Jesus Christ..
i'm makin dem d "heroes" of my english hwk..=D
*well,nt reali a research..but i compiled facts bout dem..so i can do it back @ indo in case dere's no Net connection dere..

i wanna memorize tis song! n sing it all day long...*hey,that rhymes! =D*

2dae's sis's b'dae! she's finally 20...she muz b feelin so hyper now..lol =)

btw jiayin agreed 2 help me in "sth" ytd...thx a lot,gurl! so gr8ful 2 ya..*winks*

cant stop thinkin bout him...^^

*repeats "Oori" agn...*

hostel pet,stay away frm me

2005-11-01T14:25:00.000+08:00

i'm soo bummed
hav i ever told u tt dere's a special "princess" in my hostel??
she sticks 2 my guardian lyk leeches
n tts y my guardian literally LOVE her to bits

tis "princess" annoyed me jux a few mins ago
over a COMPUTER
she wanna watch her korean vcd
but I was usin d comp wif speakers
n din she realise tt she jux got off d seats of tt comp lyk,10 mins ago??
n now she wants it back, for two hours
i realise tt arguin wif her does not make sense at all
soo...i gave up my seat to her
i'm annoyed...big time
i remembered d times wen she use tt high pitched tone wen speakin 2 my guardian
she even calls her by a special name
oh my gosh..jux tinkin of tt sends shivers down my spine

ao lets jux c how long she'll last down dere
i bet it's more den 2 hours l8er tt she'll get off frm tt comp
soo..those "leeches" out dere, STAY AWAY FROM ME
i noe i'm bein evil here, but i'm jux soo annoyed

**havent got d mood 2 do hol hwks..n mummy's gona cum d day aft 2molo! =D

dream come true as if!

2005-11-01T05:43:00.000+08:00

nah..it's nt a dream come true..it's actually a nightmare come true!!

goin 2 3D next yr...separated frm all my ppl [xcept enjun]..most of dem r goin 2 3A..

lucky i still hav enjun arnd..=D

haizz...

how could this happen to me?? *as usual*

n d worst part is tt i am actually enrolled 2 art class

w.o.e?? [wad on earth]

i'm walkin down d same footsteps as c regi..

oh darn i'm a dead meat. seriously..

means i'll b goin through those stressful drawings n designings which i dun even understand how ppl draw dem..

"no way jose!" ,but i've got no choice (T_T)

i cant even tone straight,how do dey xpect me 2 do contrasting n all dat?

oh well...i was gonna try 2 appeal but ms han sed tt 3D is oready d best i can get cuz of my maths grades

well,@ last,d decision lies wif maths..

y muz i hav a phobia wif numbers??

i realli hafta buck up on maths...yup i noe i've sed it countless times but i'm reali determined now..!!

so cyer bloggie...

p.s: mummy's gona come tis thursday..whee...=D
oh no!! d hol hwks...!!!

changed my blogskin!

2005-10-30T06:50:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin...coz i felt tt it's been a long tym since i change skin,lol..i tink it's better now, isn't it? 'sides it realli reflects my feelings now..=D

btw, sowie 4 nt keepin u updated..jux lost d mood 2 blog 4 a few days previously..

d holidays r here, n many of my fwens r back 2 their homelands..feel so bored wifout floren arnd! gosh..n d teachers r "vr kind" indeed 2 giv us d "nicest" holiday gifts ever...homeworks!! arrgh...y cant dey let us enjoy our holz wif freedom 4 once?? dere's an at-least-500-words essay bout heroism as well as 2 chinese journal entries waitin 4 me on my desk..n it's jux tt i dun hav d mood 2 do all those. well,wad can i say?? i'm 100% slacker..lol

n oso, we got our report books back..i performed okay i guess..13th position in class n 36th in level..promoted to sec 3 express! phew..at 1st i was scared tt i'll drop 2 normal..=D but we'll oni noe which class we'll go to next yr on monday..so my heart's thumping like mad now..lol..but i noe i'm definitely nt goin 2 3A..hix..=(
i jux wish tt i'll b in d same class as my gd frens...

mummy's gona come nxt week..lookin 4ward 2 tt day when i can spend money lyk nobody's business agn..hehehe...i tink mummy's reali stressed bout tis bad habit of mine..gotta get rid of it! =p

i miss "him"...2 bits! y can't i get my mind of him 4 jux a minute?? i reali hav d sudden urge 2 tell him bout how i feel..but i jux dun hav d courage 2 do so..i'm traumatised from rejection, but sum ppl say tt when a girl confess her feelings 2 d guy she likes, she's jux tryin her chance of achieving happiness for her life..
i reali wish i possess tis kind of courage..

he has a crush on a gal frm our school..i hope i stand a chance, hehe...

i've got nothin 2 ryte oready..so i'll jux stop here..cyer bloggie!

2005-10-24T12:21:00.000+08:00

whee....felt so tired 2dae...hahaha...ytd went 2 escape theme park wif d mars bars n maya...till l8 @ 7.30! =D played a few rounds of good-ole Wet & Wildn yeah,we got sooo wet...but it was fun! haha...got soaked thru our skins..
btw we entered d haunted house..actually i was against it [n i got d front position! urgh!]but..mars bars forced us..[coz dey got d middle positions..lucky dem!]n maya got @ d back..but..we realised we can walk in twos, haha...so i walked wif shela [holdin each other's hands]n maya wif shely bhind..
in front of us dere's a couple,n man, dey're fast! once we stepped in2 d house, we FREAKED OUT! omg! it was so damn dark tt we cant c anitink..it's wen shela suddenly sed she wanna go out, i started 2 b hysterical..so i screamed..hehe..then shela sed i screamed in2 her ears [din realise tt! sowie!] i kept on screamin till my throat got hoarse...
we daren't move, were stuck dere 4 a few minutes...haha..vr long...n kept on screamin..
till maya got fed up n opened d entrance door agn...n b4 we got out, one ghost slapped my leg! ahh..! i screamed summore, hehe...it was nightmare! i'll nv go in2 tt house agn...

n den 2dae went 2 orchard 2 buy stef's pressie
2molo's her BBQ...haha...still wonderin wad 2 wear
jux now went shopping wif debby
she joined me halfway..hehehe...1st we met @ surfbabe
n den we walked arnd lookin @ roxy stuffs..
frm wisma atria, went 2 paragon..n den 2 heeren..
saw a cool roxy tube top, but i dun tink i'll wear it much, so i din buy..
n oso a cool white roxy handbag...it costs $65..
oh well, wait til mummy comes den i'll buy! hehe..

so..i lost d mood 2 blog oready..hehehe...
2molo goin 2 stef's BBQ but b4 tt..me n debby r gonna go 4 our manicures!
yay...i luv manicures....
so cyer bloggie!

boring...

2005-10-21T14:38:00.000+08:00

i failed my maths...darn! =(

btw i'll b goin back on d 17th of Nov

cuz mama's gona cum on d 3rd 4 her doc's appointment

so we're gona go on a shopping spree [cuz dad wun b here 2 nag @ our spendings]

yay...! =D

sad cuz next year we're all gona b in different classes...haizz..

i cant go 2 3A no more, so a sad gud bye 2 biology 4 me! =( wahhhhh....

how could this happen to me???

post-exam trip 2 escape theme park!

2005-10-16T11:47:00.000+08:00

whoosh...exams r over! 2day me,floren,eveline n dian went 2 escape for our post-exam 'celebration'...lol...it was fun!

when we reached d place,it was soo packed! we din expect d ticket box queue 2 b soooo long...so we queued 4 quite some time (mb 20 mins or so..?) til we finally got our turn aft cuttin queue (haha...no offence!) 2day i'm nt d councillor who goes "can-you-please-dun-cut-queue"in arnd..hahaha..

when queueing up i bumped in2 one of my councillor senior, susanti!i sed hi, she was squinting @ me n when i told my name 2 her,den seh jux oohed n sed hi back..mb she din recognize me cuz i was wearin contacts..or cuz i was wearin free clothes, i dun noe...

d 1st ride we took's d flipper! aha..i ast wif floren while dian n eveline sat in a different compartment..wheee...it was soo exciting! floren was screamin lyk mad n we yelled 2 our heart's content..i enjoyed every moment of it! but d others sed it was damn scary...i dun understand y..

aft tt we headed 2 d Pepsi revolution inverter...tis is one of my faves n tis time, i sat with eveline n floren sat with dian..hahaha..it was also fun! i saw myself bein inverted 360 degrees n i was like, whoa! eveline kept on screamin bside me n dere's one funny part when she sed "crazy,d ppl who cre8ed tis ride,"shen jing po" (crazy ppl)" n i laughed lyk mad...lol..

so aft d revolution thingy, we headed 2 play d wet n wild! tis is definitely my fave ride n i partnered with eveline agn..i sat in d front (dun wanna get wet 2 much! lol..) n it's all d usual stuff till d part when we went down d slides! whee..! eveline got soo wet while i was still quite dry..hahaha..d big slide's d most fun part..eveline got soaked 2 d skin n i oni wetted myself a bit..WET N WILD ROX!!

we ate lunch @ Burger King...d queue was long (idk,mb 2day's Waitin Day =p) n aft we ate,back 2 d games...we played d Pirate Ship n i love it! floren made a vr funny face n d whole time my stomach was ticklin coz of d gravitational force n coz of laughin 2 much..hehehe..

den we actually wanna go in2 d haunted house, but when our turn came (it was a vr long queue!), d gatekeeper was openin d door n when we looked @ d pitch-dark ambience inside, we changed our minds...it was 2 dark 2 c anitink! n d fact tt dere is "sumtink" tt will follow us throughout d whole house, n tt thing was rattling d doorknob when we were abt 2 enter..it freaked me out enuff oready..i was 2 worried tt i'll faint if i go through tt house..=X

wad got me soo nerved was tt we din ride d Panasonic Alpha 8 n d go-kart! aft queuein up 4 d Alpha 8 (4 a vr long time,mind u..) d person-in-charge told us tt d ride's CLOSED DOWN 4 MAINTENANCE! wadde...i was so worked out coz we wasted our time dere queuin up (n some inconsiderate ppl jux cut d queue lidat) n aft tt we jux lost d mood 2 ride anitink else..we actually wanna ride d go-kart but d queue was too long tt i tink it'll take centuries til our turn comes..lol..

so aft tt we jux played some of d games in d centrepoint of d theme park n ended up wif some pathetic prizes (Mojo-Jojo toy or sumtink??cant remember...) hahaha...although it wasnt me who won d prizes..it was floren n eveline..they got 3 of it..

n aft tt, we went home, spent abt 1 hour sumtink in d 88 bus..longest bus ride i've ever experienced..n went home frm toa payoh...so tts all 4 2day's events...*lost d mood 2 blog oready* so cyer bloggie! =D

which season am i?

2005-10-15T07:04:00.000+08:00

You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you smile at the world and expect it to smile back at you.

You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent person. Described as cute possibly. However, you're a little naive about things and tend to be a little too trustworthy.

As the first season, It makes you the youngest - and so most immature - but people are inclined to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)

Quiz taken from :
http://quizilla.com/users/truly-dippy/quizzes/??

* is tis reali me? d naive part is right i guess...lol...

it's over! finally...!!

2005-10-15T06:46:00.000+08:00

yaaaayyyy...!! d end-of-year exams r finally over n dealt with! lol....feelin high but still worried bout my results...hehehe

so 2day we had d last paper, maths ppr 2, n wot can i say? it's actually an easy paper but it's jux me who messed it up by 4gettin d formulas! i reckon i'm nt gonna do vr well but i hope at least i get a 50 or 60? (it's considered an achievement 4 me who hav bn failin maths consecutively since primary 5..! lol...)

n aft d paper ended, we stayed back 4 a while 2 check through our science paper, which we jux had yesterday! (mr chin muz hav marked lyk siao yesterday...hahaha). so i did quite well here (din expect!) but d sad thing is tt i din hit my target...(hoped 2 score an A1...haizz...) but still, i'm grateful cuz i managed 2 grab hold of an A2! *pats myself in d back*

70/100....nt bad, huh? =D yippie!

n den....i jux finished tidyin up my desk (it has bcum so messy even since d exams havent started!) n aft a few hours of "treasure hunting", found lots of things which i tot i had lost a long time ago! =p found stuffs lyk my primary 4 pic, photos of me wen i was 6 or 7...n many more, yea...hahaha..n i chucked out quite an amount of unwanted stuffs 2, lol...

i've gotta go now...found a quiz frm syahirah's blog! gonna deal wif it 4 d time bein...i'll post d results l8er on! sayonara!

four down, two more 2 go! =D

2005-10-12T10:22:00.000+08:00

huh....finally...at least majority of d papers r done with n i'm left with science n maths paper 2 to deal wif..lol...jux had maths paper 1 n i'm sooo bushed...

i was dealin wif tt 1-hour-long ppr when suddenly i was struck wif a huge cramp in my tummy...!omg, i was tinkin, y of all days muz it be 2day?? newaes, i was lyk, spendin a few of d longest minutes sittin dere n writhin in pain n in d end wasted 3 qns (nt whole qns) which i left cuz i ran out of tym 2 do! arrghhh.....

okay, so i busted my paper 1, but rest assured i'll reali kick some ass onto paper 2 on friday!yeah! =p

den aft d paper, i was hangin out @ anasthasya's table when suddenly ms han came to me n sed "so how's d paper?" i was lyk, huh? then she sed agn "do u tink u can pass?" n i was.."err...." then she sed agn "u r nt confident?" so i "erred" summore n she sed i gotta do well in paper 2 or else my other subjects' grades will b wasted..so i was totally mortified 4 a moment n jux jolted back 2 my senses soon aftwards...so i decided tt i'll reali do my best 4 paper 2....wun want 2 fail my maths!

soo....2molo i'll b havin science ppr...hope i do well 4 dis! =] my weakest chapters r electricity, atoms n molecules n oso lights...nicke's reali gona study l8er!

gtg now...tekker bloggie! cyer!

end-of-year exams r here!

2005-10-08T13:33:00.000+08:00

hey dere blog! sowie 4 nt been updatin 4 soo long...

d exams r finally here...so far we had finished our literature, english paper 1 & 2 n last but nt least, geography...d english paper was difficult! no kiddin...dun tink i'll do vr well tis tym...especially due 2 d fact tt i din finish my report rytin..arrgh!! first tym i did reali bad 4 my english..n tis tym it's end-of-year! i'm a dead meat...

4 geography, i'm rather confident cuz d paper was okay i guess, but my basic techniques is rather in a mess..wad more wif my section c?? aww....we'll c when we get our paper back...

ryte now, i'm reali worried bout my maths n chinese...4 chinese it's cuz of d comprehension, which i find vr difficult! i reali got 2 study hard...hope i can get into 3a next yr..lol

soo...i hav nuthin 2 ryte oready...cyer bloggie!

another boring saturday...

2005-10-02T04:37:00.000+08:00

arrrghhh!! i'm gettin sick n tired of bein cooped up @ home on weekends....when can i finally go out lyk i did during d usual weekends...?? not in a million years i guess...perhaps aft d exams..haizz..=(

btw 2dae's mommie's birthday! hepi b'dae mom...hope u r oways hepi n thx 4 bein dere 4 me when i need u most..n givin me all d care n love u can ever give...luv u 2 bits! =D u rox! tekker n miss u oways..
**daddy u betta take her somewhere nice n let her enjoy her day...lol...so happie 2gether~ =p

so sleepy yesterday cuz i waited 4 1am 2 send mom an extremely early birthday greeting..hehee..btw i hafta thank kaiwit 4 keepin me awake! heheee...thankies! n sowie if my msgs yesterdae dun reali make sense...lol...=D

btw en jun's birthday was last thursday..lol..i got her a dark pink piglet mug which is soo nice..actually i thought of getin it 4 myself but in d end i changed my mind..lol..then jiayin gave her a vr cute baby piglet plush..it's a musical note n pink jewel necklace frm yan jie..n an eeyore plush as well as a CD frm cleve...lol

then aft PE class,d boys sprayed her wif blue spray paint..poor her,gettin blue all over,even her hair! haha...but it's a part of d bash..so well,mb it's ok tis time! lol..evil me...

soo....i've got nuthin 2 ryte liao..hehe...so mb cyer next time!

da blues...

2005-09-28T06:52:00.000+08:00

2day nuthin special happened...jux realised tt dere's a sudden change 2 some ppl..

it's abt d way sum ppl behave now..i mean,sum of us dun even bond animore..n it doesn't feel good (to me)

haizz....i hope tt no quarrels r happening n we can live in peace..tt'll b gr8 =)

k i noe i'm nt makin much sense..but i hav no idea how 2 put it straight across...

i hope tt "she" can turn back 2 her old self...lol,no comment oready..hahaha..

btw everyone seems 2 b upset bout sumtink...mb it's d pre-exam blues? lol

imma need more chocolates here...but nt 4 2day! singin test's 2molo..hahaha...hope i'm nt makin a fool outta myself in front of d class 2molo..n i sure hope i'm nt singin lyk one sick froggy =p *ribbit, ribbit*

floren...thx 4 everytink u hav done 4 me...n ur latest post @ ur friendster blog reali made me wanna cry...hahaha...thx a lot 4 tt, gurl! n no prob, u can oways holler me whenever u need anytink..hahaha...=) stay cheerful yah?

cyer next time bloggie!

shopping with c regi n c sherly...it was fun!

2005-09-26T08:22:00.000+08:00

haixx....still thinkin bout yesterday's post...lol...y muz i be so stupid 2 give her tt idea??but wads done is done..can't do anitink bout it nemore..i hafta simmer down n give it up 2 her tis time..=(

n btw, dere's a change of plan yesterday! @ 7pm me n c regi went 2 orchard..hahaha..actually jux told auntie tt we're goin to toa payoh 2 but some stuff,lol..but actually c regi wanted 2 go 2 orchard 2 look @ handbags,lol...once we reached orchard,we went straight 2 Mango in isetan n c regi browsed 4 jackets. i found one nice jacket 4 her! it was white n has a sweet appeal,cute design 2..c regi liked it n bought it..hehehe...she oso found another black jacket which looked cool..in d end she bought both of dem..n spent $209 sumtink...i was like,wow...aft tt we found another cute jacket detailed wif a fur collar but c regi din buy it..lol..

btw i saw a cute pair of shoes in Mango...it's pump detail,but with a high heel..imma buy it when d right time comes,lol...

oh ya,aft tt we headed 2 zara n looked at a few jackets..saw another pair of cute heels..c regi slipped in her left foot but it din fit her..den she asked me 2 try,it din fit me either...i even had a hard time removing my foot frm d shoe! hahaha...aft tt we found out tt d shoe was a size 37..lol..

btw b4 we went 2 zara we passed by guess...saw another pair of heels with pump detail wif a neat ribbon n high heel..guess imma buy it next time 2..hahaha...

walked 2 d other Mango inside Takashimaya,n looked @ d same collections...saw a black skirt (buying it next time yet again! =D) n it costs $85, but it's reali nice...hehe..n a pair of cute pumps which could be matched wif d black skirt n a particular Mango Jeans top i saw in d shop..lol..c regi looked @ d sunglasses n tried one which she liked..it suits her =) n i tried one too,but it was too big 4 my face frame,lol...c regi bought two sunglasses n gave one to c zara as a bl8ed b'dae present..=D

met c sherly @ Mango n we looked around @ Armani Exchange, found nothin interesting, n headed 2 Dior. Passed by Burberry n checked it out..saw a white-framed blue sunglasses which looked cool on c regi but she decided 2 skip it tis time..hehe..then we walked into Dior n i found myself surrounded in white..lol..saw a bag which is d oh-so-princess type with a sweet flower brooch..then we walked out n headed to Louis Vuitton..

it's crowded inside dere..then we asked d shop assistant 4 a particular bag which c sherly liked =) it was cute! small like a clutch but dere's d removable carrying strap included in it..then we found out it was a popular item n sells fast..d one tt we were lookin @ jux arrived on tt day itself! so it's quite hard 2 get ur hands on it actually..n it costs $1360 sumtink..i was like, wow...

c sherly was caught in a dilemma,lol..she dunno whetha 2 buy d Dior bag or d cute LV...personally,i tink d Dior suits her more cuz LV's too sophisticated for her age..no offence! tts my opinion tho...lol...sides d Dior bag is so sweet...i would hav chosen it if i'm in her position..

looked @ d time..it was 9...hahaha..way past my curfew,lol..so we went down d basement n me n c sherly bought some takoyaki n i bought two eclairs too..aft tt went back 2 toa payoh n went 2 fairprice..bought drinks for d 3 of us n c regi jux realised tt...........she had 4gotten 2 buy her soap @ Marks & Spencer..lol..

den i bought Pringles n sumtink else,n we went home..when we reached home it was 9.30, but surprisingly auntie din scold us,hahaha...lucky me...even tho it was l8, i din feel tired @ all!

it was fun! n helped me de-stress 2..hahaha....so mb tts all i hafta ryte 4 2day...cyer!

*realised tt i wrote stuff bout yesterday in 2day's post..lol..=D*

why???

2005-09-25T04:54:00.000+08:00

hey bloggie....tis week, or rather dese few days, i'm extremely moody..n feel so unlucky..haixx...lemme tell u y...

d one thing which has bn buggin me since thursday...is d fact tt she won d Crime Prevention Postcard Design..! i noe i'm s'possed 2 b happy 4 her..but i can't tis time, coz HER design is actually usin MY idea..!! i reali cant accept it...n tis is d part tt reali pisses me off...

in d mornin when she found out tt she won first prize in d competition,she started grinnin ear 2 ear...n when i entered d class,she started lyk "hey nicke,i won first prize in d postcard design, u noe!" then laugh lyk mad...honestly,aft tt,my heart DROPPED,literally..n i feel lyk fainting,seriously..but,she din even say a simple thank you or sumtink liddat 2 me aft i gave her d idea..

then aft tt,she turned 2 me sed: "haiz...y ur design din win huh?well of coz la...URS IS SO UGLY.." n @ tis point, my blood started boilin n i feel lyk goin up 2 her n slap her face,but of coz i bore my feelings (with too much pain) n jux sed "how can u say such bad things..i noe urs won but u no need 2 say tt kinda things ryte.." then she jux sed tt she's onii jokin..haizz...she is OWAYS jokin...

sumtimes i really can't stand her character..d fact tt she oways try 2 hard 2 b d best..n tis i cant accept..she used my idea n din even sed thank you! she oways say things which hurt ppl's feelings n aft tt jux smiled n sed "ONLI JOKIN" n "sorry,sorry"...i mean, hello....wad does a simple sorry means to her?? absolutely nothing i guess...

one of these days i really hafta tell her bout tis habit tt she muz reali change..i dun care whether she wanna listen 2 me anot, but i reali hafta tell her.i can't subject myself 2 her attitude any longer..

k then, mb tts all i hafta ryte 4 2day...dun feel lyk rytin nemore...haizz...n 2day i cant go out summore...adds on 2 my blues..lol..so cyer bloggie!

2005-09-18T05:37:00.000+08:00

hey dere bloggie! sowie 4 nt keepin u updated 4 quite sum time...lols...so mb i shud start now..

so,we went 2 changi beach 4 d international beach cleanup thingy, which is sum kind of CIP work 4 us..lols,woke up l8 @ 6.30 (tis is coz i've bn sleepin l8 @ arnd 2-3 for d past few days..i'm such a panda now)...i SWEAR i din hear my alarm clock ring..lols..then quickly shower n when i finished it's bout 6.45...i ran d hell outta my room n when i went 2 borrow marsh's umbrella,i slipped n fell down..hurt my leg..it was so painful n d worst thing's tt her hostel's still locked, so i went dere 4 nuthin..grrr..=(

k..when i set off 4 school,i walked 2 d happy ave bus stop instead of takin 62,cuz i scared i'll b l8 if i hafta wait 4 d bus..shorly afterwards i took 65 n reached school jux in time..met @ canteen n then assembled @ foyer..aft briefing n stuff we set off takin d coach..

then we separated into our own groups n started pickin up litter frm many diff places..found lots of things lyk light sticks,fishing lines (we had trouble removin dem),leather strip (???) n stef even told me sum1 found an anchor...lol..din noe tt d beach can b so dirty..=D

aft some time my group started 2 get tired of pickin up rubbish so we sat down on d sand when suddenly amanda suggested 2 play wif d waves..tts wad i've bn tinkin bout so i agreed n d next thing we knew,we're both standing barefoot in d waters,wif stefanny n anasthasya sittin down n takin care of our..erm..rubbish =D..it was purely fun! but my track pants got all wet,as well as amanda's..she kept on screaming when d big waves came...lols...=p aft a short while we got wei ling 2 join us n then stopped when ms han was standing near our place..lol

when everything's done,we headed back 2 school wif d bus..tried hard not 2 sleep but was too tired..lol...n then actually wanna go 2 amanda's but in d end i changed my mind..lol..

so tts all i hafta say 4 2day..sowie if it seems boring! cyer! =D

it's a long post...

2005-09-11T08:15:00.000+08:00

whoops...my bad...havent been bloggin since soo long! haha...real sowie my dear blog..hehehe...

btw, i promised 2 ryte bout d birthday bash ryte?well, it went pretty well..first, me,yan jie, jiayin n enjun met @ school bus stop..i arrived the earliest! well, mb i was soo excited cuz it was my borthday..lols.aft tt,yan jie came, followed by enjun n jiayin..enjun n jiayin was d 1st person who gave me a birthday present! it's a cute n cuddly baby pink teddy frm the toys r us collections..oOo...love it 2 bits!

n we realised tt all of us were wearin clothes associated in d colour PINK...wasn't it wonderful? i tot of wearin pink cuz i was feelin,erm, pink @ dat moment..hahaha...but din expect everyone 2 b d same..sides pink has been bcumin my fave colour recently..(remembered tt when i was small used 2 b d pink ranger...while koko bcame red ranger n kiki d blue ranger...funny recalling those times..lols)

back 2 d bash...lols,aft tt we took 135 together 2 parkway, n went straight 2 kbox...well,we sang mostly chinese songs n ate fish & chips..it was gd! but d service was reali2 awful...dey r reali2 rude! haix...oh ya then aft tt, we went 2 bugis 2 take neoprints...n we took some nice ones..then walked arnd Edge n i bought a toe ring which costed me a whopping $4.80! rememberin tt it's onii a small lil' toe ring! but i tot it's ok 2 splurge sometimes...hehe..

btw,the gurls sprayed me wif whipped cream! gosh! so tts wad d surprise's all bout! even tho it's a bit sticky, it was an experience i will nv forget...haha...thx gurls!

aft tt,i hafta go home cuz still havin tuition l8er on wif tt stupid "Shen Hua" teacher..haix..he's a boring one...n i hav him 4 my chinese tuition teacher! y am i so unlucky wif chinese??haix..

n bout 2dae...i went 2 cine 2 catch up wif maya n marshely aft they watched the cave..then we went 2 kobayashi 2 eat, then went 2 The Body Shop..my,i DO splurge dere..bought a cocoa butter body scrub,body butter n basil mask...added wif maya's aromatheraphy set,it costs me a whopping $90 sumtink..but of coz maya paid me back...hehe...lols..got a 20% discount coz i am a Love Your Body member..

sooo...imma end now...tekker n ciaos! *tired*

yay! birthday cumin...lols

2005-09-06T08:21:00.000+08:00

hey yo dear bloggie!hahax...a bit happy 2day coz 2morrow ish my 14th birthday! hahaha....well,tomorrow me,enjun,jiayin,yan jie n mb some other boys r gonna go 2 kbox n celebrate my birthday! hahaa...saw jiayin's blog jux now..dunnoe wad r they gonna do 2 me! well, better watch out for the tricks up their sleeves 2molo! hahax...

sides tt they asked me 2 bring extra clothes! wadde...d suspense's killing me!=D

heehee...secretly, i'm wishin fer "him" 2 rememba my birthday...n will be much happier if he wishes me a birthday greeting! i mean, it'll be so "WOW!" heehee....n i will be soo over the moon if he gives me a birthday present...lols...but back to earth, nicke! possibilities r soo low...

oh ya..actually i got the invitation 4 Seventeen's birthday bash @ Zouk 2molo...coincidental wif my b'dae..but wth??! in d end d e-mail sed tt minimum age 4 entry 2 Zouk is 16! if they sed tt earlier i wouldnt even hav signed up 4 d tix! oh man..i was wondering who'll b tis year's Miss Seventeen??coz i had my eyes on a particular participant..hahaha...

oh well...got nuthin 2 ryte liaos...hehehe....so i'll stop now n do wish me gd luck ppl...noone noes how i'm gonna end up 2molo...ciaos!

*if i can go OL 2molo i'll update on how the bash goes! *winkz*

sunday!

2005-09-05T08:29:00.000+08:00

hiya bloggie...today's a more cheerful day 4 me...partly coz my birthday is cumin in 2 more days! haha...i hope tis year i'll hav a fun day..unlike last yr...it was my loneliest birthday ever!

hahaha...so now i realised y i cant transfer songs into my ipod...it's coz i cant use d older version of iTunes 2 transfer songs...my ipod requires d new version...n i'll need 2 ask tt mr computer 2 come n help mi install..n oso i'll hafta remember 2 ask him 2 help mi install maple story as well!

hehe....i oso hafta thank mr twister (u noe who u r) fer cheering me up wif ur shakeys...hehe..thanks a lot! gr8 2 b ur fren...hahaha...=D

uhh...btw, 2dae i din go 2 church coz we went late...hahaha...so in d end we (me,floren,vio n c susan) jux walked on d rainy orchard road n sent flor n c susan over 2 their dad's n then meet c christine (long time no c! she changed a lot!) then went 2 settle vio's stuff n then we went home!

phew...a bit moody coz of d rain...hahaha...but mr twister, once again, u cheered me up wif ur shakey..haha..thanks a lot!

so i'll stop now...nuthin 2 ryte animore...hahahaa...so cyer next time bloggie!

bout yesterday n today...

2005-09-04T07:11:00.000+08:00

haix...havin mood swings now...today's quite a boring day 4 me..d onii thing which keeps me perking up is my iPod mini which mom n pop gave me..but i cant transfer songs in dere yet! i'm way too confused wif d cables thingy..wad wif d firewire or USB 2.0 port thing..haix,idk..gotta ask c regina when she cums back l8er..(mb i'll end up using her iPod charger all d time..)

actually i planned 2 buy three toe rings 2dae..but somehow,sumtink in my mind is killing me n i jux lost d mood..how d hell i'm gonna transfer songs into my iPod?? mb i'll buy then 2molo..

oh ya,today's floren's birthday! heppie birthday gurl! best friends 4eva! hope ya like d sandals i gave ya..

yesterday went 2 eric's prize-givin-cum-seminar @ kallang theatre..n aft t got maths tuition @ homw..arrgh! i was totally brain dead yesterday..oh ya,yesterday,i felt so IGNORED by peeps...n i felt so sad n miserable..yet no one wanna listen 2 me..hix...i feel so miserable..

nothin 2 ryte liao...dun feel in d mood...so i'll stop here...cya next time blog...haix =(

cross country @ bedok reservoir...

2005-09-01T12:21:00.000+08:00

it's wednesday....today we had d cross country thing @ bedok reservoir...luckily i became timekeeper so i dun need 2 run..hehehe...if i ran i would hav fainted...btw,i was in charge of d lower girls time n position recording..my partner is yan jie..lols

oh ya,sorry if my post today is kinda "flavourless" coz i'm havin mood swings now...SERIOUS mood swings if u ask me..

saw him run 2day...i was like, "go 4 it!" n keep on lookin out 4 him..hahaha...someone help me! i am way too obsessed in him! oh well...

yay! we hav no school 2molo! coz it's teachers' day...n oso,2molo's actually eric's birthday...me n floren hav prepared a present 4 him n planned 2 giv it 2 him on friday..so, after eric's birthday,it'll b floren's n aft t it will b mine next! whee....too bad mummy n daddy aren't gonna b here..

went back 2 visit balestier hill 2day..man,it sure changed a lot! it became more colourful n lively..but most of the old teachers hav transferred..soo many new teachers.at 1st i was thinkin of visitin mr ho,but i dropped d idea,partly coz i thought he had forgotten me...hahaha..sides d others r nt goin 2 visit their teachers..

k then, mb i shuld stop now..i am really rytin too much stuff...oh ya,i'm glad tt d music in my blog can b played agn! i REALLY love d music! i luurvee my blog...=p

so cya next time my dear bloggie! ciao!

monday blues...

2005-08-30T07:36:00.000+08:00

tts wad i call it..monday sure bring about some unpleasant atmosphere in d air...today there was teachers' day celebration in the hall..although i can say tt it's quite a successful event..haix...we worked so hard for it!

oh ya, received the scrabble consolation prize 2dae,but the trophy's so cheapskate! onli a few minutes in my hands n it's oready spoilt! grr...! it's made of plastic...but frm d outside it looks like glass..lol..wad a bummer..

n jux now when i thought i was gonna take a pic wif ms wong,tt mr lau sed "onli top 3 then take picture"..oh man! i dun care...but i still feel idiotic coz i was standing dere for quite some time..pai seh u noe..in front of d whole school...(+_+")

oh ya,i 4got 2 buy ms han a teachers' day present for ms han! omg...she looked kinda depressed n lonely 2dae..really wanna cheer her up but mb she's jux having some mood swings..still remember d incident at SP...lols,ever since she saw me tuckin out my shirt @ parkway some time ago, she hav been colder 2 me somehow...hix..my goody-girl image is RUINED into pieces...

tink i shuld stop now...so i'll c ya next time bloggie! buh-bye!

it's sunday!

2005-08-29T05:52:00.000+08:00

oh well...today's a normal day for me...went 2 church n listened 2 preachings..a bit boring actually...but d preacher's energetic yet a bit too loud..lols,but she's funny!at least i din feel lyk sleepin,which is gud =)
wad is wrong wif my blog?! i cant listen 2 d song...man..i hope it gets right soon..
oh ya,these days i keep on thinkin bout him (jiayin,u noe i noe yah..) hehee...i even find myself daydreaming bout him during classes,workshops n b4 i go 2 bed...(=^_^=) helpless me...gotta find a way 2 kick tis habit..
oh ya,dear mommie's gonna buy me an iPod soon! n she's gonna splash me wif some good moolahs 2 spend..! yay! tt's 2 make up for her n pops' absence on my b'dae yet agn...
oOo...a bit confused on wad subjects i shuld take next yr...suld i take d triple sciences? mom told me 2 take anitink i want,coz aft sec 4 i wont b here newaes...
so, i wrote too much liao +_+" hehehe...i'll ryte 2 ya when i hav d time! so cyer bloggie!

here i am...back in d blogging world!

2005-08-28T05:39:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps! i'm back 2 d blogging world! i'm inspired 2 blog agn..hehehe...thx 2 jia yin..
so peeps, whaddya tink of my new blog??
do write comments bout it in my tagboard,kies?
tq very much! hope ya enjoy my blog...
cyer!